Filzaa says (7:32 PM):
aku jg close kok temperaturnya
anya says (7:32 PM):
takutnya lebih dr 38
anya says (7:32 PM):
kamu 37?
anya says (7:32 PM):
37 mah normal
Filzaa says (7:32 PM):
35
anya says (7:32 PM):
aku cek ah
anya says (7:32 PM):
ITU JAUH DODOL
Filzaa says (7:32 PM):
oh gitu ya

hihiii i love chezyyyy

SCHOOL'S TOMORROW! STOKED :D

i cant wait to see my friends :D omg

ok orientation today was not bad. the new kids are very shy. but we'll see tomorrow.

ok speech on friday. i havent prepared. serious.

ive beend ancing for cas camp and for myself lately. change songs and moves for the 1897234th time. and i think i have to give an easier, and publicised, routine for the newborns. so yeah. my feet hurts SO BAD. serious.

kangen yongkiiiiiii!

IM DONE WITH DAD'S WORK. very happy, veeery happy.

so he's leaving in supposedly half an hour. but until now, he hasnt even taken any bath. and i doubt that he'll be late, cus he'll be super late.

oh the reason that i wanna post is that I FOUND A GREAT VENUE FOR GATHERING IN KEMAAANG. ok i know kemang has every space filled with cafes, but this is super cute. it has a stage and stagelights and band kits for us to rent! together with the place, and they only have sofas with pillows and bears. really, a great arisan place. haha. and they have an outdoor too. the only problem is, it is together with an apple store -.- so u'll be seeing those macs and ipods while hanging out with your friends. haha. its not on my toplist but we'll definitely have to check it outtt.

lets go to pepenero for lunch on tuesday, anyone?

oooheyyy. I'M SO BORED. i'm like, downloading indo songs FOR MY DAD. cus he doesnt listen to my stuff. and i have to wait to put it in his ipod and i like doing it simultaneously, as in the downloading, otherwise it'll burst, i guess :/ he's going on a business trip this afternoon, and yet i could only put songs NOW. ytd ive no time, besides the laptop's not in my room nymore. oh i think i slept during titanics D= oh well. i'll watch it later. anyway, yes, this takes TOOOOOOO long. but he begged me, for it is a long flight for him. so i'll be kind

shopping with my daddy never gets any better weeeheeeee

ok so.............. school in 3 days. i have a packed meeting scheds for next week, starting TOMORROW. and i'll be going to school i guess so it means I GET TO MEET TEACHERS oh i miss them SO MUCH. i think i miss them more than my friends. haha kidding babes. my teachers ARE my friends (well not all of them, i cant miss all of them) so ya'll are equall.

i have to be serious next semester, like, really.

ok i'll post later again. see you

i like this image

i was always fascinated with the jackson 5. but seeing MJ died, i wasn't all weepy weepy. i just have to keep to myself that his music will always be in our hearts.

when i was born and start liking the jackson 5 when i was like... 11, or 12? i cant remember. but i do know that it was sad knowing that they dont exist anymore when i'm alive. started when i started to play disney dance dance revolution and my brother bought his first playstation when he was 14-15. and "i want you back" was on the mickey stage! and so i got to listen to it on the radio and i was like "cool!" ok weird.

anyway, then i'll be there and more hits came to my head. i loved it. and i still do now.

never been so much of a fan of michael. sorry. i just listen to heal the world and we are the world cus i'm concerned about poverty.

ok so. im going to the gym any minute now. no actually any hour. i have to buy dad's jeans. wonder why not mine -.-

silet has been discussing mj forever! gah, im so sick. even US channels are showing the memorial once. silet is a gossip show. why bother -.-

so school next week! stoked.

i voted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha i was so excited this morning, u cant tell. its so fun voting. i hate the day tho, its so empty, and slow. and the house is so quiet and stuff. and shin's leaving :( thx for the sms sorry i forgot to text this morning :(

anyway, i wanna go out with mom, maybe later. i called my uber sexy dairy product today, CHEESY. haha anya, she was like "hello?" "I VOTEDD!!" hahhaha be jealous 16-year-olds lol
oh and people overseas, u cud vote with your passports. how fun :D

so today im so lazy, AND STRESSED. i cant blv i actually have important works to do these days, life didnt get any better as you get older.

you guys should watch renee olstead's rendition of chaka khan's through the fire! its THAT good! omg and i cant find in anywhere on youtube. sucks to be you :( buy the dvd, i promise it'll be worth it.

oh and duff's new movie "what goes up" SUCKS ASS. srs, do not ever buy it. its downright boring. and sickening. ugh

batsy is going to APM 2009 here in jakarta :D omggg i wanna watch but idk howwwwww. BATSYYYY IS COMIN TO TOWN :D

lets go to the movies peeps. sorry i cant go to dinner last time. lets have a nother one next week. loveyous.

BUH BYEEEEEE

hello there... the angel of my nightmare. :D

ok my mom just went grocery shopping and i can hear her being busy with her stuff. i dont wanna get involved. haha.

im lazy. lazy.lazy.

see you

this was over a year ago, a week before i turn 16. before i change.

my mom said i changed a lot as i grow up, and that is not maturity.

i'll try mom.

oh btw, shes okay now. my dad too i guess. and my bro, he's just... what he is. so idgaf.
i wanna start a new page this year, and i guess i'll start that next week when school starts.

ok, i need to tell you guys, how THE SECRET LIFE OF BEES turned my world around ytd. the movie was awesome. and so as hes just not into you. it is a wake up call. changes how i think :) so i guess i'll stop here, ive been having stomach ache since 4 pm and its not over till now. the meeting today was fun. cant wait to see you guys next week. ciao.

uuu i miss you girls, i miss the drama. hahahaha no i miss the dance :D

alright, i wanna blog everyday now.

toefl and SAT in daytime
read novels nighttime.

nice! =) haha well, i think its quite fun reading indonesian literature, never really find it interesting until i tried reading the books for the summer. argenteuil, a novel by N.H.Dini. i think the front part is okay-ly boring. but i'll see, i mean its only the first quarter of the book.

school has given a book of short stories by A.A.Navis, and i have read only 2 short stories out of the whole book. on the plane. haha, imho it didnt wow me. i love short stories but idk for this one. i guess the spice that makes reader's piece of curiosity is the first parts of a short story book. RIPIN was great because the first short story of the book is awesome. and i think that really drives me to read a lot more of the book. as for this one, idk, but so far, not a good one for me.

i'm halfway through reading my EE books. well, a quarter away actually. or less. i just have to finish wicked, then i'm done. but im still not sure, after reading the color purple, its pretty different from what i heard. in reviews, it is always about sexual exploitation and yada yada yada, but its only like, 40% of the book. the rest was different. perhaps oprah's book club wasnt that attentive =/ oh well, i cant blame the entire world.

i seriously think you guys shud read it tho, its SO GOOD.

so unexpected, thus it wont bore you, at leas the ending wudnt. yes, it bored the hell out of me in the first few but it was an amazing, amazing book. wicked was rather... okay. but it's unique, that's why. you know what, try reading both books.

oh and after you finish, dont forget to help me with my EE. hahahaha

WHICH REMINDS ME. i havent touched any schoolwork this holiday :p i wanna focus on SAT and toefl, but i guess i have to start tomorrow.
well, my EE, im reading it. i havent done the outline, nor the RQ haha but imma finish the book first.
BUSINESS IA.
im gonna move to HL later, so i have to get malourd's consent first ayyt. i guess thats it.
the rest will just probably study bio and study TOK. well you cant really STUDY TOK but at least learning how to analyse THEORY OF KNOWLEDGE is important due to the needs of passing IB. i just need it >.<

since cable was plugged out of my room. nowadays......... I WATCH INDO SINETRONS 0.0 dont ask, it was a sucky entertainment. although some episodes are quite good. well last night i watched 'dewi' and luna maya got preggered by this other guy and the kid is mentally disabled so her servant 'adopted' the kid for her. and she pushed the kid in frnt of everyone so she'll stop calling her mom.

very dramatic. well not so much trust me haha

oh and i watched son of the mask too. the baby was cute. thats all i can say. the rest are just too... lebay. although alan cummings was there. and thats the best part about it. i love alan cummings, even though he looks gay but in a scary way. he's very theatrical.

no comment on the presidential debate, i would rather talk about it face to face.

doon is leaving in 6 DAYSSSS! shin im gonna miss youuuu :(:(:( my dooooooon

so i'll be blogging again tomorrow, see you :)

home since a few days ago from medan. yes, ETERNAL GLORY. haha

anyway, ive been "pretty busy" no actually grounded. and too much problems at home. like ytd, im sorry mother. :'( my reason for internet is bcs i need my toefl listening tracks to exercise, butttt you know me. i ended up on twitter. college prep has been insanely freakin me out. well prior to the prep, I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT MAJOR AM TAKING. shit man.

i was thinking about communicative science and disease (career: speech therapist)
reasons: i'd work in a hospital, 1/3 medical 1/3 communication 1/3 child psychology (just as i wanted)
but my bio grade, which i failed, didnt seem to meet the requirements. well that can wait but i was thinking, i didnt wanna be far away from home. i want singapore, but they dont have this major. so i guess i'll give it a pass. my dad doesnt know that im sure of sg, mayb i'll tell him later.

now in relation to that, communication.
reason: i can cope with this
problems:
a. too basic! why go overseas
b. it seems wrong
c. too basic!

hotel management
reason: unlv singapore is offering the course, so i guess i'll just run for it.
problems:
a. i dont really like the campus -.-
b. hotel management in the family... again?? my dad mentioned smth about this. and mom said i just wanna take an easy ride since my brother had been through the same thing.

school in the states:
problems:
a. i have to drive
b. credit cards and fuel moneyyyy (hard to control)
c. social security problems
d. the calls....... (dont ask)
e. my dad's demands

benefits:
a. great environment
b. new experience
c. i can travel much

school in singapore:
problems:
a. it gets boring after a while
b. i cant travel accross the country in a day
c. not so much of a new living experience
d. tuition money is pretty much the same as in the states, since i would be going intensive there. i'd graduate later in singapore than the states.

benefits:
a. close to home
b. i dont have to drive
c. cheaper living cost?
additional d. closer to anya -.- HAHAHAHAHA jk

pick. pick. TAG FOR ME. HELP MEEEEE

ive been living in a catastrophe... again. year after year.
i'm so sorry i havent been so 'in touch' with you especially cheesy. its not that i dont wanna talk but talk is pointless cus i wont be that enthusiastic. anyway, i'm leaving tomorrow and will be out of town for a few days. brudder, brudder brudder havent called him for a while. i wish i can go straight to las vegas and live the american dream. haha (whats the american dream?) anywhere on stage. WITH APPAREL PEOPLE. appropriate apparel -.- and my chiobu and chioma :( oh and chelly too!

ok see you around

yesterday was report distribution. my gpa sucks ass >.<

(apperently lost a huge part of this post argh)

and HOMEROOM AND ASSEMBLY. i still dk why it exists though, i mean. helloooo. its homeroom. and assembly. what's there to grade? pointless la lol

I FLUNKED BIO. dont ask. i'll move to sl anyway.

it seems like i have a solution for every subject that i flunked:

bio -> move to sl
english -> move to B

but but but

TEE-OWH-KAY ?? wts.

that cant even be a subject wtfffff. go eat some shit. i'm so un-tok-ing myself. though it would be a 'fun' subject. but nooooooo. sighs

hey guys i know its a bit late, but those are pictures frm my birthday dinner a while back. i had 3 birthday cakes, since my dad bought 2 cus he thought it wudnt be enuf for everybody, and my friends bought me cupcakes :D i had 4 cakes in total. but i'll have a family one later, so 5 -.-

i really love my ayys :D they're my babies! we had a sleepover at anya's and talked all night. as in ALL NIGHT. it was fun, except for the fact that i got sick afterwards and the damned traffic ugh i hate jakartaaaaaa. but that was a week + ago.

BATCH DINNER: JUNIOR'S EVE turned out grrreaaaaat! it was our last junior gathering before the upcoming welcome to senior life party (as if i'm attending one :p) but we'll see. surprisingly, i met norman and chatted for a while with the others. since a lot of us will be moving for some reasons and this is a tradition for our batch so we thought why not make another one. but i have to admit tho, the food werent as nice as jw marriott's. i still think we should've done it in some other hotel. or restaurants. it would be nice.

nowadays, i constantly call mentari. she's awesome.

and im looking forward to a fun ride this summer. something i could think of by the end of this period and make me want to do it all over again. like, love perhaps? well no, haha just... friends :)

bloggie :)

my bestfriend that i foremostly wedded 2 years ago, i wuf you. (huh?)


here with me through hard times, and good ones fo sho. haha.

Filzaa says (11:50 PM):
CHEIS
Filzaa says (11:50 PM):
GABE UDH APPROVE
Filzaa says (11:51 PM):
HE SAID FOR MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT
Filzaa says (11:51 PM):
MAU LIAT FOTONYA GA
anya says (11:51 PM):
mana mana?
Filzaa says (11:51 PM):
OMG HE REMEMBERED
anya says (11:51 PM):
MAUUUUU
Filzaa says (11:51 PM):
(link - censored as requested, might results armageddon)
anya says (11:51 PM):
AAAH
anya says (11:51 PM):
hahahahahaha
anya says (11:51 PM):
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ITU RIFAN LOL
Filzaa says (11:52 PM):
LOL BUKAN TAU ITU GABE
Filzaa says (11:52 PM):
LOL
anya says (11:52 PM):
hah?
anya says (11:52 PM):
wait...
anya says (11:52 PM):
errr
anya says (11:52 PM):
NGGA ITU RIFAN
Filzaa says (11:52 PM):
BUKAN, GABE!
Filzaa says (11:52 PM):
kan dia abis oprasi plastik masa lo gatau
Filzaa says (11:52 PM):
hahahhahahahaa
anya says (11:53 PM):
iuuuh
anya says (11:53 PM):
rifan
anya says (11:53 PM):
iuuuuh

my first english play in kindergarten, i was a bird. the moment i embrace as i live lives on stage

TO REDZER. a.k.a THE DARING CRUSADER or whoever your "holistic" superhero name is.

CONGRATULATIONSSS!

although it was just a walk-in but no more class, ay? i'll be needing you pictures NOW. send it in or i'll kill you virtually. work hard at your new place B ) get 630 on gmat lol while im working on my sat. i'll see you when i see youuuuu

sometimes, all you need is not the boy you said you need. all you really need is the girl who listens to what you've been saying.

iloveyou, ayy.

*a thousand words

2nd may 2009

Hari Pendidikan Nasional. it was a moment in time.

Saat itu, saya sedang dalam perjalanan ke sekolah, untuk aktifitas pelayanan sosial di SDN belakang. Pergilah saya dijemput oleh teman sebaya yang kebetulan juga ikut dalam proses tersebut. Bapak supir memilih untuk lewat jalan tikus dari arah tanah kusir, yang nanti mengarah ke gang kecil depan SD Al-azhar di kebayoran lama. Kamipun lintaskan suatu SD, dimana anak-anak masuk sekolah di panas terik yang membuat saya pun risih akan keadaan nanti saat acara. Setelah melewati, tak jauh dari sekolah tersebut saya lihat anak laki-laki berpakaian rapih, berjalan menuju sekolah dengan di panas terik yang menyakiti mata. Anak itu jalan sambil membaca kertas yang ada di kedua tangannya. Dari dalam mobil aku bisa tau bahwa itu potongan dari siatu majalah Politik, mengetahui ada gambar Barack Obama berdiri ditengah acuan argumen yang ditulis oleh pers. Dari heading artikel, saya juga bisa tahu, bahwa itu potongan majalah Newsweek, dengan bahasa inggris. Hati saya berdebar lebih kencang, tak tahu harus bersyukur ada juga yang punya motivasi belajar walau banyak kekurangan secara finansial, atau harus sedih melihat diri saya yang kurang menghargai apa yang orang tua telah berikan. Saya juga pelanggan majalah tersebut. Namun tidak tiap minggu saya bisa hayati semua artikel di dalamnya. Saya malu. Di rumah ini saya dibesarkan mensyukuri semua yang telah disediakan. Dan dalam ukuran hidup, ini sudah cukup. Saya tahu saya tidak pernah minta yang berlebihan, namun saya belum pernah mendapatkan motivasi yang amat tinggi untuk lebih menggapai lagi langit yang tidak ada batasannya. Pendidikan harus disertai keingintahuan diluar buku cetak yang tersedia. Anak itu, telah membuka mata saya, untuk lari di jalan pendidikan yang masih panjang kedepan.

THINKQUEST SUBMITTED!!

i can catch my breath

and anya, i'm so sorry for wasting your time, i was 20 minutes away from deadline, so i cant possibly finish the flash. so sorry :( i'll bring you chocolates tomorrow.

ivana's party was fun, and the sleepover was fuuuuuun. although we did get in trouble :/

im still awake. cus of thinkquest :( now i shud do reflections