beg for freedom

i was thinking about my life recently.

and i notice something far from what i was thinking all these years:

i have not waste a single minute of my life.

maybe, once thought that i was wasting my time, maybe i did waste a certain time from my past point of you. just like what grown-ups say "suatu kejadian pasti ada hikmahnya".

sebego-begonya saya ngurusin hidup saya. semarah-marahnya orang tua kepada saya, sebenci-bencinya teman terhadap saya. i always know that it's not the end of the world. there must be more to come. it was just a challenge that God made you in order to teach you how to become a better person. and i believe that.

saya memang kadang merasa sesal itu di hati saya. di pikiran saya, selalu ada kata-kata "fi, ngapain sih lo ....." tapi cepat atau lambat, selanjutnya saya akan tau semua dibalik kesalahan itu.

i'm not a psychologist neither wanting to be one. but if this helps, i'm happy. gudnite =)