I was lost, lost in the middle of nowhere, lost in the thought of you on my way home. i was lost in my own equanimity. And my equanimity was thinking of you. I was shocked. I was shocked when i saw myself alive in the middle of dusk. I was troubled when i horse-ride within this life, that made me jump all the way across the globe. And finally found you.

I was ecstatic when my world finally comes off to a new start, when perseverance are all paid off. Somehow it’s irrelevant how things are moving and how you comprehend the movement. I started babbling about unfortunate things that could happen in another second.

Later that second you scolded me in my unconsciousness. A pleasant surprise, and i thank you for it. However, good things must come to an end. I was on top of the world when i reckon that my lips were stuck to yours. It was the best 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 seconds of my life before i was shattered into a million pieces.

Now I’m only a part of the cement you walked upon every day, hoping to be picked up.