life has been pretty darn hard these days, a real life story happens to a very special person. i'm scared. last night, i was so shocked, i could hardly breathe. and questions started to popped in my mind. "can i really except and be normal about it?" "but who am i to judge?" it was just so serious, i cant even study by myself. and coming back to school was my drug, just to calm myself down. and learn.

no i became so interested in biology. cell rocks. thank god i dont feel so geeky.

unlikely, i feel like such a scumbag :(( i have a confession to make. im just finding it hard how to say it right.

this fakking circumstance had gone too wrong. but as cesi said "how can you be so calm about it? youre too nice fie." but my question is how can i say anything? i dont even know what to say, i cant judge. besides, swearing is not my thing. i guess i need to make another campaign "not to swear much when you're in a shock" i guess that'll do much in our lives, eh? if no.. never mind.

fak. oh boy, i just swore. lets not


i'll pass. see ya