brangelina :(

brangelina.. FYI, it's not what you think it is. ok, it's not pitt & jolie that i was talking about, readers. it's my beeaaauuuutiful turtles! ok so nowadays, i feel so bad for them cos ever since i got them, i've only been feeding them for like i dunno, less then 15 times? yeah. and they've been my pet for a few months now, almost a year! i could see that they're growing, cos believe me.. brad has gone so big. he's shell is harder now than it is before. and so even tho they are my pet, i never really think that i have been the one raising them. yes, i know, i have school. so every morning i never really got the chance to clean their aquarium and feed them as well. i might feed them afterschool, but i just forgot, or i dont know, i dont know what i was thinking. have you ever get a feeling when you think you see a person or a pet that really close to you or your heart, and watch them growing without your help, it's kinda sad in the fact that it's yours? it's like a mom see her kid growin without knowing how or what to do all those years. i'm the one who always wanted a pet, becos i think having an animal in the house gives you an extra something, an extra je ne sais quoi to your homes, not exactly an extra member of the family, but something that you can think of when you're homesick or something, am i right?

now i dont know what to do :( help!