my days as an in-holiday high school student

it's pretty boring around here now, but yesterday, i went for Yella's birthday treat :D and was fun, we went to filicium, we got her a cake, which is not nice because it was last minute (i'm serious it doesn't taste good) and so we ate under filicium and take pictures and stuff (hey, don't call me narcissist, everybody wants to embrace a moment rite? peace .V.) and so we did. i watched kung fu panda along with other (incomplete) CIMS which is not lovely. andrew i miss ya alreaddeeeeeeh!

and so, for the past 7 hours i've been asleep, and now i'm awake. waiting for anya to sms me, and if she wouldn't, tough luck. i don't have any plans for today, probably i'll ask somebody to go to pim and have a drink with me. i would want somebody, but that's not possible, he's so out of my league. so much for love... but seriously, i need somebody. probably i'll sms sari later. she needs to spill the beans. haha, ok enuf talk abt secrets.

cheisiiiiieeeeehhh! filza misses u alreaddeeeeeehhh! gosh, we havent met for like decades. haha no, only weeks.

so i think anya is in need of some kind of attention. r u? hehe. we'll talk about it later k?

ariani! ayo cepat pulang! kangeeeeeen *smooches* *vommits* haha, kangen ar.

i love and will miss you guys............

beautiful!

this morning, i slept for 10 hours. wow, a record. last night we had a farewell dinner in a hotel around kuningan, and it was BEYOND fun. we laugh we gossip and obviously, flashes everywhere (meaning, picture taking) haha, girls. everybody was dressing up nicely INCLUDING mrs. boss, ferina who looked divine, your welcome. she wore a dress w/ high heels, and looked stunning. sari i were fashionably late with all the make up and stuff, i mean hello, i cant go to a party without wearing make up, it's a need. everybody was gorgeous.





oh, here are some pictures.

CIMS GIRLS w/out michi

andrew & nab

look at boss! she looks gorgeous

cousins, with their mournful actions haha candaa.

me nab and sari

more pictures. i shall put it on my photobucket or facebook album later. enjoy!

recap

my 12th birthday party with some classmates. past.

batch of grade 10 07-08. present.

what a quick transition life made.


i cannot believe it has been 5 years since i ate my 12th birthday cake along with my childhood friends.


i will not forget the memories of my second picture, as much as i have not forget a single memory of the first one.





love, filza.

hectic in one way. the rest.. "finally i can catch my breath"

i finished the exam week! well, almost.

i still have 2 more to go, one for drama one for MATH, yes the excruciating mathematics.

but my concern is for drama, i still don't get brechtian. Its goal is to make the audience aware of the things in front of them and get the message the play is trying to set up and yet, it is somewhat absurdist. mr.c said the physical appearance must exaggerate. and we havent even start making the set! and the costumes need to be custom. not custom made, just.. different. and symbolic.

i'm so gonna fail drama. but at least my quiz helps :D

i went out or should i say.. escaped with my friends, ate somewhere and went to filicium. yes, we have our own filicium. and it is a big ol' tree. we spent our lazy afternoons under filicium talking about bizzare people in our "environment" and sometimes it can lead to serious laughter, haha. so we went there just a few hours ago, we spent hours talking about things. and in the middle of the conversation, someone did this thing (actually it's an ongoing thing, so it's not a one-time thing) that made us laugh.. badly. and i said "this is what i'm gonna miss the most and why i'm gonna miss all this" which stuck on my mind the whoooooole time now. i cant believe it's ending. ending like an end of a happy ending movie, when people enjoy the movie so much. and couldn't continue the story so we keep on wanting to re-watch. but in my case, we cannot repeat the whole thing, time passes by.


i'll write again tomorrow. peace.

THANK YOU

oh my gosh, after all those birthday night depression, I was so happy yesterday!

THANK YOU 10B FOR THAT AWESOME BIRTHDAY CAKE!

i have nooo idea. the first time the cake enters i sang along the happy birthday song, cus i thought it's for somebody. and i was like confused when everybody's looking at me along with the cake. it was so weird, and yet sooo beautiful. i wasn't expecting any of it, but i'm sooo happy.

candle-blowing, there's a candle but invisibled by the whiteness of my sweater :D

jon looks like he's cherishing the moment, but he was there mostly for the cake haha



they didn't get the shocked moment picture, however. but these means a lot to me, thx guys.

apart from the birthday cake, there's also some heart-breaking moment. our last math class w/ ms. angay!



my math group BOTENG!

Soulja Kids

All da bebi

Scooby-doo

Snow white

as well as my awesome teacher ms.bernadette!!

crowded group hug haha.

last-but-not-least, the WHITIES cims

i laughed bad because of jon, well i asked him to do it, but it only affects me. it supposed to be everybody, if you know what i mean.

CIIIIMS THIS IS OUR LAST FREE-DRESS PICTURE IN Y10!

overall this year has been amazing! i'll post more class pictures later. ciao

NOVEMBER 22 2007!

if you know that date, it's too sacred. well, not sacred, but it is memorable. it was the birth of RETARDOOOOOOOS! my pals, and me doing crazy thing, omg. we are very much in our retardness of one another. i cannot forget that date. and i hope you remember, girls.

and cims! too bad i wasnt there when it was built. i was busy with narnia, with my stardom. alaah, haha. i'm joking. but i was glad that we made it this far. haha btw, it's so funny how we cover things so quickly. we are true actors, cims. haha



love, filza. (or zong, or whatever you wanna call me)

last session!

hey man, today was my last period with mr.lloyd! my awesome bio teacher. we ended up doing revision for the test instead of taking pictures. well, its is important, i admit. it's just that you're so cool, mr. lloyd. but anyways, you're still on youtube! haha. sorry if we talk too much, or cheat too much haha. sorry of i talk so loud mr.lloyd. and one more thing, please give me awesome marks on the exams, just like what you did last time, haha 10B LOVES YOU!


p.s. : he's not moving out, it was 10B's last period with him. since next week's exam. i'll see you in gr11 mr. loyd!


tomorrow's holiday but i'll still go to schooooool!!

shit happens

Gosh! man, in any minute i'll vommit. It's soooo sad i dont wanna leave grade 10! 10B was so much fun, i did not regret a single minute with my classmates. we have 432 hours left, and yes, i'm counting. i remember the birthdays we had, it was sooo much fun! although maybe within we had some conflicts or stuff, but it is part of the memories.

cims, it's so sad to leave. i hope it still remains in the future. we are effin' awesome! all the crazy ideas, all the love and MCs. all the secrets that we kept all these times, we rule guys! haha, it's so crazy. my big dude, andrew, do not ever stop rappin'. i love you and we are gonna be MTV stars in 10 years, baby! Jon, lo tetep ganteng ya, jangan ngerusakin muka lo. haha. canda deng, belajar yg bener ya Jon, jgn ngeliatin yg ga penting mulu haha. reuben, lo tetep kocak kok ben, tapi dendam foto masih ada loh ben, haha. rayner, keep cookin'! 10 taun lagi gue nanti gue k restoran lo. chris, belajar yg bener! haha MY ARDOS! yella, "gimana ya, susah sih jd org hot" haha. we rule the streets, and the search for caucasians for you, my dear. haha. michiiiiiiiiiiiii! keep tuning in for RnB, girl. haha, u've inspired yella, big time. and last but not least, NAIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! we had a blast this past year! starting from photos of math class, all the way to math class seriousness. i love you , my dear. and i can assure you that we will not be losing contact.


others : SONIAAA ! we'll audition for more prod promise? david, keep the hotness, man. haha. ADRIAAAAAAN! minta maaf ya sm jon, kasian. tp keep singing man, haha. lo jd penulis gue ok?. fidel-marcia-riski i love you guys. lenny-caro-alvina makasi buat bantuan belajarnya haha. ARIANIIIIIIIIII belajar ya! trus tetp sabar. FERIIIIIINAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i'm speechless, i love you! kevin-jason, kalo ada salah maafin ya. ga ada yg lupa lagi kan? I LOVE YOU GUYS.

I LOVE 10B btw, thx for the 8 awards, guys! haha but being the messiest isn't so pretty.

my feet!

asli kaki saya pegel banget. i went to the concert, and i just got home. it was okay, derick was hot, and his sunglasses are even hotter. omg i'm in love with his elvis sunglasses (that's not even elvish-ish, he wore it only for the elvis portion) because at first he was throwing his guitar picks, and later on his elvis hankie and i was like : gimme the sunglasses! haha, but no he didnt.

me and anya talked a lot about our friends' weird relationships this afternoon, and i just notice that : hell yea, they are weird. well i'm not saying that its a good thing, nor bad. but still, the ew-ness attacked me harshly. even now


i just cannot wait until the exam week finishes. gtg bye

recapitulating

just now, i was reading my old posts. i found something funny, corny, stupid, etc. i remember how active i was last year, with all the choir games, community service, etc etc. and i found this post, where i planned my 17th birthday party with my dearest friend, anya, and we were so excited so we planned these crazy things. we mentioned about getting those myspace stars. at the time we were just discovering joe brooks and gabe bondoc. i remember how crazy we were about them, like how girls are crazy about beatles in the old days, i mean, you can just see the hysteria rite? and we would love to invite our dearest e-brother, to come. we talked about how Romania and Singapore not to mention Thailand, really means to us back then. Our crushes, our long-lasting history and mistery, the chatrooms, the guy-books consultations, the esplanade, the i-have-bad-experiences-with-gangsta stories, the asian retards, the bridtongchais, teh batisahs, the as-an-asian complaints, the heartthrob hunting, and the JACKPOT DAY! it only happens ocne in a lifetime :) there's so much to share with so little space to tell. i really really miss those times. and how we figured that 214 really means something to you, nya.

to nandra, i miss JIFFEST too much, darl!
(in the theatre)
Filza : oh my god.. she's pregnant..
Nandra : what did she say? what did she say?
Filza : she's pregnant with his baby
Nandra : WHAT? Sick bastard!!
Filza : Nandraaa! shh.

and i miss bule hunting in bali too! remember the basketball-sounded guy? i still remember his face. ahaha. and shopping in ubud, uhuhu.

kalo sariii, belom lama sih kejadian2 pentingnya, ah payah nih. haha. yang pasti, i'm so glad 'sara' is practically demolished out of the story.

naida, michi, yella. i'm speechless, but all i can say is : bananas! ily girls. not to mention, cims. i'm so gonna miss you guys in gr11

ahaha i'm talking as if i'm gonna go abroad any minute now. but i was just remembering :)



its 1. am, school at 6, bye.