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hey pals als ls s.. dumb and dumber.

this morning, while waiting for the clock to strike 9, i'm thinking of you.... whoever you are... hahahaha, soo so slacking doug.

i'm listening to the loud voice of my dad speaking on the phone with some guy, omg his laughter made me burst in tears... not tears of sadness... not tears of joy... but tears of irritation. GOSH THIS IS SO NOT PRODUCTIVE. i hate being not so productive lately.

yay! my driving is going good. yess. my coach said i'm ready to fly onthe road, baby! but i'm scared.. i just want a private jet, mommy. and need someone to drive it -.-

CAMP ROCK IS THE COOLEST THING THIS MONTH. gosh, thanks to my lovely cesi (cheisy) who gave me the link to the full movie. and now i'm watching my fair lady. ces, the link you gave me have tonnes of musicals. after this am gonna watch on the town, starring frank sinatra. so cool! oh yeah, and jekyll and hyde the musical. that's the one which has the song : This is the moment, this is the day.... yeah, those. however, camp rock isn't a musical, like brechtian-musical kind of stuff. unlike hairspray or high school musical, that makes their life a musical. on the other hand, camp rock's songs are put in a purpose of performing. there's not one scene, where somebody is sad and sing about his/her sadness, or when they're happy and start dancing ans singing about. so, it's not a musical-musical for me.

nonetheless, i'm still alone.. well something happen last night which made me a little minder. but i guess i just have to face it. sometimes it does bother me when i think someone i care about is not responding to what i have to say. crazy eh? bitidabelyu, (that's btw in alay lang) do you realize how much pressure the opposite sex has to offer? even though it's your friends or your boyfriends, or your spouse.. sometimes it really is important to have a friend who has the same sex as you. but a friend from the opposite sex is also important to seek advices. advices you cant get from the a friend who has the same sex as you. ok, this part is not working. i just want to make a point each day. instead of writing my not-so-interesting life. i'm sure you do know about the point i just made. but... as i said.. i dont want this to be not-so-productive.

i shall post a little bit later, again. ok ciao

i'm not moving on

yes, i'm not moving on this holiday. i'm being not very productive. shieets. (ew soim amat si swearingnya)

but anyways, i had tough time last night, well a bit. but then i felt a certain relief regarding a friend :D speaking of friends, i wanna say this to my friends : i love you guys to death. haha ngga ada angin, ngga ada ujan, mau aja bilang itu.

soo now i'm using my net posting blog, not microsoft word's. since i'm lazy to be high tech this morning. well, i lied. its because the font's too big. hardly can read.

so've been checking "social medias" as what my brother says it is, unfortunately he's not that interested in such things. weird guy. all he does are sleeping studying driving and eat, sleeping studying driving and eat. get a life dude. but anyways, back to social medias. they can bring fame into somebody's life. i mean helloo... internet has been dominating the world lately. and i am one of the victims. unsigned talent found in virtue:

1 <3 gb

only the sweetest most talented guy i've ever seen. he writes words like no other. been adoring him for a year now. and never put his songs out of my head.

kmren i had a long talk with anya bout... primarily everything. haha i need a life, dude. so we had a convo bout not missing somebody. haha, ok so here it goes. from my p.o.v, it's true that you can hardly miss somebody if you know that they will be there for you. because i have a friend, although far, that i can text anytime i want and became so close to me, that i dont miss that person easily. it takes time to miss someone, am i ryt? hence, we tend not to bother that someone and felt a certain ngga enak because we want the best for them. on the other hand, a person that you know you will not keep in contact with, will easily be missed. if u agree, say TRUE on the tagboard please. haha i like this organization with the tagging and stuff, it keeps this blog alive. not that it's dead, it's just dead boring around here. haha.

i need to meet somebody today, please. just somebody. text me and i'll meet you in ohlala sek.9 bintaro. if u can make it, of course. i need A LIFE. i'm so boring you'll sleep by the end of this post.



unfortunately this is the end of the post. sweet dreams readers. jkjk. ciao.

my days as an in-holiday high school student

it's pretty boring around here now, but yesterday, i went for Yella's birthday treat :D and was fun, we went to filicium, we got her a cake, which is not nice because it was last minute (i'm serious it doesn't taste good) and so we ate under filicium and take pictures and stuff (hey, don't call me narcissist, everybody wants to embrace a moment rite? peace .V.) and so we did. i watched kung fu panda along with other (incomplete) CIMS which is not lovely. andrew i miss ya alreaddeeeeeeh!

and so, for the past 7 hours i've been asleep, and now i'm awake. waiting for anya to sms me, and if she wouldn't, tough luck. i don't have any plans for today, probably i'll ask somebody to go to pim and have a drink with me. i would want somebody, but that's not possible, he's so out of my league. so much for love... but seriously, i need somebody. probably i'll sms sari later. she needs to spill the beans. haha, ok enuf talk abt secrets.

cheisiiiiieeeeehhh! filza misses u alreaddeeeeeehhh! gosh, we havent met for like decades. haha no, only weeks.

so i think anya is in need of some kind of attention. r u? hehe. we'll talk about it later k?

ariani! ayo cepat pulang! kangeeeeeen *smooches* *vommits* haha, kangen ar.

i love and will miss you guys............

in love?

love, such a silly game we play
like a summer's day in may
what is love? what is love?
i just want it to be love..

yes, matt white's true. love can kill boredom and boredom kills.

i will fill my world with love this summer! i have nothing to do, why not create peace?!

anyhow, love kids are one, i can babysit, which is totally not my thing. instead, i can tell them to massage me before i give them the candy, hehe.

make sense? no? ok, lets switch topic.

where are you?! i've been waiting yknow. and now time has given me the strength to be patient. so now i'm not crazy about hearing your chit-chat. but i still miss you, i cant lie.

anyways, i found myself very addicted to gums. gotta stop. help!




this is not a very good way to stop slacking. now, i hafta slack again -_- no choice.ciao

HOME SWEET HOME

I'M HOME! FINALLY, YESS!

after all the superior heat in the hot medan, finally i can smell the jakarta-vibe. but enuf about that, straight to the point.

i was reading anya's last post and read the line about obama. speaking of obama, on saturday nite, i was watching metro tv on the show Biography : Barack Obama. i watched only the second half of the show, but.. at the very end, or the closing, barack obama said: "I represent every race, as an africa(or kenya he said i forgot, smth abt africa deh) child, as an indonesia child, and as a chicago child" having him said that makes me really happy. from what i heard, when obama was here, he didn't blend with the environment at first, but then he did. even though he only spent four years, and having his mother re-married with a local guy (i mean, that's sad for a child), but he declared that indonesia is a part of his life by saying that. he is a born-leader.


ah, i lost one of my cds. gtg find it, ciao.

very very ... HOT. (literally)

hey folks, i'm currently spending my holidays by pulang kampung ke medan. i have to see my family and stuff here. and so far... 3 days felt like a month! there's no place like home.. i agree. even though i have a teeny tiny home without a pool or a wide backyard (haha yes, its true), i never knew how it feels to move out. cus i've been living in that house forever. but anyways, i spent my hours here reading dan brown. and fortunately (yes, i am) found my self-interest in books, which is mystery. it was sooo cool. brown is a genius. he can find out a very contradicting side of an object. saaay... a one dollar bill. since the book is pertaining to the Illuminati- ancient secret brotherhood which was "assumed" to be dead a long time ago-a one dollar bill contains the elements of illuminati. if u look at it closely, a pyramid with an eye is one of the symbols of illuminati. it mentions the phrase "New Singular Order" in which Singular means Non-religious. however, if you turn the other side of the bill, it says "In God We Trust". crazy rite?

but anyhow, dan brown still doesnt bore his readers through those historical facts or whatever, but he glue things together with the presence of pure science. i'm not gonna spill what's inside, but once you read it you will find it enormously impossible, but true. and how science and religon are actually very contradicting, but at the same time, walk together through the test of time.

back to medan. i know boredom kills me around here. but hey, brilliant men frequently says, look on the bright side! well yes, medan has a bright side : THA FOOOOOOD! oh-my-gravy no one tops the food world like medan does. last night i ate THE BEST RIASTED CORN I'VE EVER TASTED. it was sooooo niceeee. and i cannot wait for another food-tasting. HAHA thanks.


i'll post probably in the next 60 minutes. haha, ciao

stuck 3x

i have a song, stuck in my head for days! i just couldn't get rid of this.

Even though i'm no spiderman, or superman
i'll be the one who guards you
night and day and trust me
i dont need no spiderweb, or laser eyes
cause you're giving me the strength to say
share you life, and be my wife.

well in my case, husband. haha, just kidding. it's so beautiful, even more with the melody. ugh, it hits me deep.

heyy ya'll, today's the first day of holidaaaaaays! i just had my recognition day yesterday, and so far, i have not receive any pictures, but maybe yes later. btw, i won 3 amazing awards. although it weren't math or science, or business, or anything that would make my parents even prouder, but they are proud of those i've gotten . and those are the things i was focusing on. well at least 2 of them, because in my perspective, for service, it is about the calling. and i feel that doing community service is my calling which happens to have nominations but in any case, i would still do it for the sake of life. not sports(which i suck at), not innovations, nor arts. helping people. but i was happy that i got drama studies awards, which has been my dream ever since i casted at my first theatrical production. as for english, it was my goal. well, it was not literature, but not that i care, haha. sorry folks.

yea, and it was sad, i have to be honest. but the point is, there's more to school than just books and teachers, sometimes there are other people too. and even though they dont have anything, they're still good teachers for giving me the lessons of life.

last but not least i wanna congratulate mr.peter for giving such an inspiring & creative speech.




are you smarter than a 10th grader?

yes, filza. you and exams are sooo over. YES!

FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINAAAAAAAALLLYYYYYYY!

I LOVE THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS, IT MAKES ME FEEL INDEPENDENT.

haha, and yes, there are some surprises when i got home. and made me much much much happier!

my left parts of the body are certainly.. in pain. haha, pegel.

tomorrow is a brand new day, and i'm going to the ocncert tomorrow night. sooo, gtg enjoy the enchanting equanimity of relaxation, awesome.


alr, see u then, goodbye. and happy holidays!

ellen

the ellen show is getting even more cornier. pagiii btw.

i dont know where my family and i are going today. but i think i need to finish my works first before going out with them. or we'll probably go by tonight. i wanna have lunch actually, with somebody, but people are having plans alr, oh well.

now i can hear my dad asking where to go, and i'm sooo lazy to answer. let him choose la. gtg, i need to finish my chemist hw.