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hey fellas

i saw my report card yesterday, and even until this moment, i still cannot catch my breath..

i fail the freakin pkn exam! ms. ratri gave me a big 4.0 on the report. ugh my dad will go crazy. but i pass with a good score (well, enough at least) a 7.75 if calculated with a normal GPA it will be 3.1/4

my mum hasn't shown the report yet. clock's ticking mum!


ohya, finally i got what i want, one point crossed on my wishlist! yess, thx daddy!

beautiful!

this morning, i slept for 10 hours. wow, a record. last night we had a farewell dinner in a hotel around kuningan, and it was BEYOND fun. we laugh we gossip and obviously, flashes everywhere (meaning, picture taking) haha, girls. everybody was dressing up nicely INCLUDING mrs. boss, ferina who looked divine, your welcome. she wore a dress w/ high heels, and looked stunning. sari i were fashionably late with all the make up and stuff, i mean hello, i cant go to a party without wearing make up, it's a need. everybody was gorgeous.





oh, here are some pictures.

CIMS GIRLS w/out michi

andrew & nab

look at boss! she looks gorgeous

cousins, with their mournful actions haha candaa.

me nab and sari

more pictures. i shall put it on my photobucket or facebook album later. enjoy!

recap

my 12th birthday party with some classmates. past.

batch of grade 10 07-08. present.

what a quick transition life made.


i cannot believe it has been 5 years since i ate my 12th birthday cake along with my childhood friends.


i will not forget the memories of my second picture, as much as i have not forget a single memory of the first one.





love, filza.

stuck 3x

i have a song, stuck in my head for days! i just couldn't get rid of this.

Even though i'm no spiderman, or superman
i'll be the one who guards you
night and day and trust me
i dont need no spiderweb, or laser eyes
cause you're giving me the strength to say
share you life, and be my wife.

well in my case, husband. haha, just kidding. it's so beautiful, even more with the melody. ugh, it hits me deep.

heyy ya'll, today's the first day of holidaaaaaays! i just had my recognition day yesterday, and so far, i have not receive any pictures, but maybe yes later. btw, i won 3 amazing awards. although it weren't math or science, or business, or anything that would make my parents even prouder, but they are proud of those i've gotten . and those are the things i was focusing on. well at least 2 of them, because in my perspective, for service, it is about the calling. and i feel that doing community service is my calling which happens to have nominations but in any case, i would still do it for the sake of life. not sports(which i suck at), not innovations, nor arts. helping people. but i was happy that i got drama studies awards, which has been my dream ever since i casted at my first theatrical production. as for english, it was my goal. well, it was not literature, but not that i care, haha. sorry folks.

yea, and it was sad, i have to be honest. but the point is, there's more to school than just books and teachers, sometimes there are other people too. and even though they dont have anything, they're still good teachers for giving me the lessons of life.

last but not least i wanna congratulate mr.peter for giving such an inspiring & creative speech.




are you smarter than a 10th grader?

yes, filza. you and exams are sooo over. YES!

FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINAAAAAAAALLLYYYYYYY!

I LOVE THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS, IT MAKES ME FEEL INDEPENDENT.

haha, and yes, there are some surprises when i got home. and made me much much much happier!

my left parts of the body are certainly.. in pain. haha, pegel.

tomorrow is a brand new day, and i'm going to the ocncert tomorrow night. sooo, gtg enjoy the enchanting equanimity of relaxation, awesome.


alr, see u then, goodbye. and happy holidays!

last session!

hey man, today was my last period with mr.lloyd! my awesome bio teacher. we ended up doing revision for the test instead of taking pictures. well, its is important, i admit. it's just that you're so cool, mr. lloyd. but anyways, you're still on youtube! haha. sorry if we talk too much, or cheat too much haha. sorry of i talk so loud mr.lloyd. and one more thing, please give me awesome marks on the exams, just like what you did last time, haha 10B LOVES YOU!


p.s. : he's not moving out, it was 10B's last period with him. since next week's exam. i'll see you in gr11 mr. loyd!


tomorrow's holiday but i'll still go to schooooool!!

shit happens

Gosh! man, in any minute i'll vommit. It's soooo sad i dont wanna leave grade 10! 10B was so much fun, i did not regret a single minute with my classmates. we have 432 hours left, and yes, i'm counting. i remember the birthdays we had, it was sooo much fun! although maybe within we had some conflicts or stuff, but it is part of the memories.

cims, it's so sad to leave. i hope it still remains in the future. we are effin' awesome! all the crazy ideas, all the love and MCs. all the secrets that we kept all these times, we rule guys! haha, it's so crazy. my big dude, andrew, do not ever stop rappin'. i love you and we are gonna be MTV stars in 10 years, baby! Jon, lo tetep ganteng ya, jangan ngerusakin muka lo. haha. canda deng, belajar yg bener ya Jon, jgn ngeliatin yg ga penting mulu haha. reuben, lo tetep kocak kok ben, tapi dendam foto masih ada loh ben, haha. rayner, keep cookin'! 10 taun lagi gue nanti gue k restoran lo. chris, belajar yg bener! haha MY ARDOS! yella, "gimana ya, susah sih jd org hot" haha. we rule the streets, and the search for caucasians for you, my dear. haha. michiiiiiiiiiiiii! keep tuning in for RnB, girl. haha, u've inspired yella, big time. and last but not least, NAIDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! we had a blast this past year! starting from photos of math class, all the way to math class seriousness. i love you , my dear. and i can assure you that we will not be losing contact.


others : SONIAAA ! we'll audition for more prod promise? david, keep the hotness, man. haha. ADRIAAAAAAN! minta maaf ya sm jon, kasian. tp keep singing man, haha. lo jd penulis gue ok?. fidel-marcia-riski i love you guys. lenny-caro-alvina makasi buat bantuan belajarnya haha. ARIANIIIIIIIIII belajar ya! trus tetp sabar. FERIIIIIINAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i'm speechless, i love you! kevin-jason, kalo ada salah maafin ya. ga ada yg lupa lagi kan? I LOVE YOU GUYS.

I LOVE 10B btw, thx for the 8 awards, guys! haha but being the messiest isn't so pretty.

chocorollers

hey blog, long time no connect with me ya? ooo, easy laah.

nonsense comes out form me easily. so.. yeah. i just finished my drama script that i revised and became 12 pages of dialogs and singing! but i'm happy. but still i have to ask mr.c's commentaries tomorrow. because today, he asked a lot and i didn't seem to give the right answers. and i kinda regret not googling.

i had a pretty nice day at school, it's just the my school song was revised and the word BINA NUSANTARA was changed to BINUS SCHOOL SIMPRUG. it sounds maksa yet, it makes the song our very own school song.

i'm gonna have a long day tomorrow. i gtg to sleep, ciao.

p.s : i'm gonna start writing labels from now on. haha.

much

there's so many things that happened during school. and i'm not gonna mention about the futsal match we had, its just too complicated. i had a walk with ms.vivi after school, to dacument the CAS students. i was teaching before narnia starts, so i left, and now since the drama club was moved to mondays, i have the chance to start again. ms.vivi said she wants to have this project with me. raise awareness with new phrase with new brainstorming, with new ideas. however, i talked about not making movies anymore. i wanna do it for service, and i guess i just have to fight for it.
we walked to the back of the school, and i chatted with the ibu in charge, and she still remembers me! and she said it has been really good, i mean when i first came in, it was a mess. and it was great now! after a while, we went to SDN grogol. i've been wanting to go there ever sicne i join CAS, its just not my portion. so now i get to see it, it was really nice! the building is really good, and so i asked ms.vivi abt it. she said it was not that good when binus first came in SDN grogol. its anew buliding, and i saw happy faces within the community.

hello from school

i'm in this boring IT lesson. and i cant wait to go to business class. i wanna see results

results! results! results!

i was watching keeping up with the kardashians just this morning, and season 2 is getting awesome! robert kardashian is dating adrianne bailon, the cheetah girl. its so cool by how his younger sisters connect with her. and its fun to say "oh my brother is dating a cheetah girl!" haha, okay grow up filza.

i wanna go to vegas! not for party of course, i miss redha like hell. not necessarily stay there for a month, just for a few weeks is fine. and i miss my meadows mall so much. hehe. with him coming home is fine too, at least i get to meet him. but he only has time in december. he gt work on some things, some school things.

heyy, i think i'm in love again, haha. cheap talks. but true, with this "charismatic" person sari said to be. hehe. i'm not in love lah. just... attracted :)

andrew says : and andrew is watching you writing this blog

yea yea, its pretty boring here, i feel like committing suicide any minute now. (yea, like that's gonna happen) kidding!


gtg, some logbook stuff with crazy tima.