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hey pals als ls s.. dumb and dumber.

this morning, while waiting for the clock to strike 9, i'm thinking of you.... whoever you are... hahahaha, soo so slacking doug.

i'm listening to the loud voice of my dad speaking on the phone with some guy, omg his laughter made me burst in tears... not tears of sadness... not tears of joy... but tears of irritation. GOSH THIS IS SO NOT PRODUCTIVE. i hate being not so productive lately.

yay! my driving is going good. yess. my coach said i'm ready to fly onthe road, baby! but i'm scared.. i just want a private jet, mommy. and need someone to drive it -.-

CAMP ROCK IS THE COOLEST THING THIS MONTH. gosh, thanks to my lovely cesi (cheisy) who gave me the link to the full movie. and now i'm watching my fair lady. ces, the link you gave me have tonnes of musicals. after this am gonna watch on the town, starring frank sinatra. so cool! oh yeah, and jekyll and hyde the musical. that's the one which has the song : This is the moment, this is the day.... yeah, those. however, camp rock isn't a musical, like brechtian-musical kind of stuff. unlike hairspray or high school musical, that makes their life a musical. on the other hand, camp rock's songs are put in a purpose of performing. there's not one scene, where somebody is sad and sing about his/her sadness, or when they're happy and start dancing ans singing about. so, it's not a musical-musical for me.

nonetheless, i'm still alone.. well something happen last night which made me a little minder. but i guess i just have to face it. sometimes it does bother me when i think someone i care about is not responding to what i have to say. crazy eh? bitidabelyu, (that's btw in alay lang) do you realize how much pressure the opposite sex has to offer? even though it's your friends or your boyfriends, or your spouse.. sometimes it really is important to have a friend who has the same sex as you. but a friend from the opposite sex is also important to seek advices. advices you cant get from the a friend who has the same sex as you. ok, this part is not working. i just want to make a point each day. instead of writing my not-so-interesting life. i'm sure you do know about the point i just made. but... as i said.. i dont want this to be not-so-productive.

i shall post a little bit later, again. ok ciao

i'm not moving on

yes, i'm not moving on this holiday. i'm being not very productive. shieets. (ew soim amat si swearingnya)

but anyways, i had tough time last night, well a bit. but then i felt a certain relief regarding a friend :D speaking of friends, i wanna say this to my friends : i love you guys to death. haha ngga ada angin, ngga ada ujan, mau aja bilang itu.

soo now i'm using my net posting blog, not microsoft word's. since i'm lazy to be high tech this morning. well, i lied. its because the font's too big. hardly can read.

so've been checking "social medias" as what my brother says it is, unfortunately he's not that interested in such things. weird guy. all he does are sleeping studying driving and eat, sleeping studying driving and eat. get a life dude. but anyways, back to social medias. they can bring fame into somebody's life. i mean helloo... internet has been dominating the world lately. and i am one of the victims. unsigned talent found in virtue:

1 <3 gb

only the sweetest most talented guy i've ever seen. he writes words like no other. been adoring him for a year now. and never put his songs out of my head.

kmren i had a long talk with anya bout... primarily everything. haha i need a life, dude. so we had a convo bout not missing somebody. haha, ok so here it goes. from my p.o.v, it's true that you can hardly miss somebody if you know that they will be there for you. because i have a friend, although far, that i can text anytime i want and became so close to me, that i dont miss that person easily. it takes time to miss someone, am i ryt? hence, we tend not to bother that someone and felt a certain ngga enak because we want the best for them. on the other hand, a person that you know you will not keep in contact with, will easily be missed. if u agree, say TRUE on the tagboard please. haha i like this organization with the tagging and stuff, it keeps this blog alive. not that it's dead, it's just dead boring around here. haha.

i need to meet somebody today, please. just somebody. text me and i'll meet you in ohlala sek.9 bintaro. if u can make it, of course. i need A LIFE. i'm so boring you'll sleep by the end of this post.



unfortunately this is the end of the post. sweet dreams readers. jkjk. ciao.

crazzzehh.

so today was okay.. normal. not much to tell -_-

but there is. so i've been listening to COLDPLAY. been repeating all day long... i'm just crazy bout them! their new album is super!

GOTTA BUY IT! GOTTA BUY IT! GOTTA BUY IT! no question's asked.

love love love

ok so went out for a drink with my primary sch friends today, i guess nothing much has changed. we talked about hilarious, hilarious past. we had fun, and i'm beginning to love the ohlala cafe near golf. it's so nice. and today, this mba2 chat with us and offered this "dinner with afgan" tickets which cost hundreds of thous! gosh. how could he.


ok then, gtg.

in love?

love, such a silly game we play
like a summer's day in may
what is love? what is love?
i just want it to be love..

yes, matt white's true. love can kill boredom and boredom kills.

i will fill my world with love this summer! i have nothing to do, why not create peace?!

anyhow, love kids are one, i can babysit, which is totally not my thing. instead, i can tell them to massage me before i give them the candy, hehe.

make sense? no? ok, lets switch topic.

where are you?! i've been waiting yknow. and now time has given me the strength to be patient. so now i'm not crazy about hearing your chit-chat. but i still miss you, i cant lie.

anyways, i found myself very addicted to gums. gotta stop. help!




this is not a very good way to stop slacking. now, i hafta slack again -_- no choice.ciao

if i did...

sorry guys, if i am or was wasting your time, or even will waste your time by writing 2 posts a day. it's just that i wanna type as much as i can while i'm still capable of doing it. wow, it sounds so emotional, and yet i didnt mean to make it sounds emotional.

i can hear my mom forcing me to go hair treatment now, she wants to go into a boutique near the salon. yes, mom. i'm changing now (not).

i'm sooo lazy, sorry guys (literally) but i really have to share this. i'm in my period and the monthly period affects my metabolism. which makes my body so lemes. like a noodle.

ugh, my mom's calling again. gtg make her happy. byee

masih jam 7.15

now i'm patiently waiting for anyone i talk to to be online. please! anyone, i believe that gb's not gonna be online in the morning (sabar ya anya), that bird is not coming around (well he might, its just that i'm not that excited), i'm sure anya's still asleep, sarie doesn't like being on in the morning, ivana's learning math, zack is on vacation, si kingkong nih lagi siap-siap, he may or may not, so just wait, who else? umm, sutan's not on facebook, he hasn't been online for a while. and now i can see how often come online, haha. it's just that i'm soooo bored! and tomorrow i have math, which creates more trouble because i have to frikkin study.

my do-list for the day :
-buy drama things
-study math, seriously!
-thinking about people

yea the last one, because last night something happened that made sarrie and i were like "yea.. yea.. say what you wanna say" well, sarrie was not that tired, i do. it was very tiring listening to this person last night. agak kesel sih, because things are going rude, although it was meant to be funny. but i cant say what exactly happened.

essays

look, here's the thing.

i was not as crazy as i was yesterday, it's just that a lot has happened in the past 4 hours. from excited.. to heart-broken.. to okay.. to being so generous (well at least i think i'm being generous) well u judge me. but it turns out that only a person (or two) can judge if i was being generous. well lest just forget about that.

my point is, it's crazy to see how my feelings about is jumping. meaning, say, now i love you, the next hour i hate you, and the next hour i'm helping you to pass your exams and yet i still hate you while falling in love with you. pretty crazy, huh?

now i have no one to talk to on msn, so i'll just talk to you, my dear friend.

how's you day, mate?

oh, how lovely.. mine was utterly singular. i felt of a certain mixture of feelings.

oh really? how unfortunate..





gosh, am i really acting stupid? i better go, ciao

bum bum bum bum cuap

this morning, i woke up at 7. and i have an empty stomach. i don't know what i want to have for breakfast!

my mom's away my dad's away, they both went for a jog. i'm alone, waiting for the car to go back at 11 so then i can go to school and do the drama practice thingy. and i really have to revise the script, well at least help a little. cus i'm so tired of doing it all over again.

i had a really good nite sleep last night. that's because i slept at 10 something, and woke up at 7. haha, it looks like a cheesy-fairy tale. when you open your window, and inhale the fresh air with the flowers and the birds singing to you. ok, back to the real life, people!

in front of me, this small bended calender from bread papa. with images of the cram puffs SOO GOOD, AND DEEEELICIOUS! haha. but honestly, yes, i do have a desire for beard papa's cream puffs, although i have to admit, they are a little expensive. its funny, when i went to L.A, to the creepy montrey park, i saw this beard papa store, but it was closed. but i think they have a better taste there, in LA. but do not got to montrey park, it's creepy, well not in a mystic way, but in a never-find-that-atmosphere-across-America way. speaking of america, i wanted to go there but since my brother's coming in December because of his stupid working stuff whatever, so i cant go there. unless if i want to go to some other places, it's fine. I'll probably go somewhere by august, when the ticket price is quite low, haha. and u promised me something daddy!

i wanna go to Singapore tho, not for shopping. for hanging out with my friends. haha. when you're alone, only with your friends, you can really feel the freedom man. but this summer i have to go to the boring Medan. at least i can make my grandma happy :) but i'll probably waste most of my time wandering around sun plaza anyways, or the warnet. since no one practically use Internet in my house. but it's so hot there, and it's so awkward to bring over sized sunglasses when you're in Medan. they'll probably think : "hey it's not Bali, it's Medan, get used to it"



i'm getting hungrier, help! i need to buy something, ciao!