miley cyrus buzz

people sometimes misjudge miley cyrus. she is the "children" icon. and all these times the media has threatened her, and saying that she's not a good example for young kids.



well this is what i think: despite her "children" iconic figure, it wouldn't stop her for being a 15-year-old! going to premieres with backless dresses, wearing high heels, those "photos". i mean, c'mon guys, i would've done the same thing. and because she had the chance. well, not exactly the photos, but even i believe kimore lee simmons had done that same kind of photoshoot miley was doing for the vanity fair.
well if the media's not all over her, the story wouldnt be on the tabloids, and children wouldnt look up to that part of her story. they would just see the performing miley cyrus. even tho, honestly, it wouldnt be so much fun watching her for us, teenagers. haha.

but really i think she is a good role model. i mean, she still go to a normal school once a week, and homeschooled for the rest of the week. and she's not so fake, yknow. on the screen, she dared to be so perky and boycrazy, because that's what she is. and she wouldnt lie about it.

nonetheless, my heart still look up to SELENA GOMEZ. only the prettiest 15=year-old on disney circle of stars. she got a good sense of humor, and very very pretty.

isn't she pretty?

and she turned DOWN HSM3 fyi. because she wants to get into serious roles, not extracts. loving her.

sooo, i gtg bathing. mom calls. all these times been wearing that new top i got, sooooooooooooo cute. gosh i cant get over it until now. i just love clothes. ciao

me and my day

eyyow. today was FUN. i went around jakarta with my parents. and that picture up there, was the object i've been wanting to capture haha.

ok, so as you know, today is the vehicles-free day. so me and my parents decided to jog on the streets! so we parked our car at ratu plaza, and walked allllllll the way to sarinah, baby! gosh that was long. but thank god i made it. there were people, it was pretty crowded at the sides.

that's my mom, she wants me to take a picture of her, but i refused.
patung selamat datang, which is really weird. cus i've been living in jakarta.. forever, but i never take any picture of the statue.

the vegetarian campaign. nice.

yeap, so those are things which have been going on this morning in bunderan HI.

ok, continue, may dad ask. hey, let's try the busway. AND WE DID! i love busways, done that with nandra. and loved it. so we did, our journey was looooooooooong.

yeap that bus, right over there.

and so my dad was thinking of taking me to the BANK MUSEUM. YES, I LOVE HISTORY. and apparently that particular museum is the best in jakarta. so we stopped at the STASIUN KOTA station. and went thru the underpass which is sooo cool! haha so kampung. from the underpass, we went accross to the museum which is right accross the station.

that's the front, it was awesome. and its just the front. sorry its kinda blurry.


this is like, pretty cool. i can see that people from back then respect and honor coins. and that's pretty cool.


ok, this one's kinda sentimental. my granpa almarhum, was an employee of a bank. and his section was to handle bank-bookings with this particular machine. cool!


this one's to write account addresses.

this one's pretty cool. for money activities back then, they record it manually. HOW COOL. this one's weigh 20 kg. over 1500 pages.

my personal favorite. the old paper shredder!
my favorite picture. the old building. look at the vandalism. that means a lot to me and to my country.

there are actually so many things. there was this room, with attached mesin tik all over the wall. omg. it was so fun, yet very educational. i like history because it is a part of me, it was part of the reason why i was born. it's part of my nationality. it's part of me.

and so the journey back, was hectic. the passangers were crazy. and people just wanna get in to the bus. so we waited patiently. we went back all the way to ratu plaza by bus. what a great day..

last thing to wrap up with. foreigners loved our diversity. i love our diversity. and of you're saying "i love my culture, i love being an indonesian" now i need you to think it over. yes, bali, java, sumatra, or some pretty island in indonesia have "symbolic" cultures. but have you ever think about how they suffer from all that? because sometimes the reasons behind that is because they cannot afford it to go to the city and live the mod life. now if you wear batik or visit bali and watch the sunset in kuta, does it fully mean that you truly care about your culture ? because as far as i'm concerned that's only the beautiful aspect of the word "culture" but the culture is not only batik for god's sake. the culture is how most indonesians use motorcycles, the culture is how indonesians like to wear batik after it turns in to a trend, the culture is how indonesian government likes to corrupt and make the gap even wider, the culture is how indonesians who cannot afford a house and dare to build "rumah liar" in between the trees just to cover themselves from rain, the culture is how indonesians most of the time cannot queue well, the culture is how most indonesians do nonsense to grab their pride, the culture is how indonesians do not care about parts of the culture who needs some attention!

sorry to say this but if you say that you wear batik in the malls NOW while saying that you love and understand our culture, its a big no no. ook around you, fellas. you may buy louise vuitton for thousands of dollars. have you ever know how much factory labors are paid for their 15-hour work? try going to their homes, i'm sure u couldnt keep up with it.

now my point is, that there's a lot more to fix than to show. to show is good, but do not ignore the ones to fix. i'm not saying that i am a "true" indonesian, and telling that you're not. i was just trying to make a point. i retell the sorry of my day evidently to make this point stronger. i am working on being a good citizen, and trying to be a good indonesian that understands our culture at it's best.

people love our diversity. so why not experience that diversity?

read.

SHUT UP WHORE. I'M IN DEEP ANGER RITE NOW. WHOEVER YOU ARE. STOP BEING SO ANGELIC JUST TO GET ATTENTION. YOU DIDN'T KNOW HOW LOW YOU ARE IN PEOPLE'S EYES ANYWAY. SO WHY BOTHER TALKING, HUH? GOSH I'M SO FUCKIN PISSED. (SOME) PEOPLE ARE GIVING BULLSHITS THAT I CANT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHY THEY'RE DOING IT. GOSH, JUST STOP WHATEVER YOU'RE DOING IF IT DOES NOT GIVE A GOOD IMPACT FOR EVERYBODY. NOT JUST ONE OR TWO BUT EVERYBODY

morn..ing. i woke up at 7 sharp t'day. surprisingly i've been waking up at 9, what a record. but my mom hates that ritual. so she made me woke up at 7, with the help of my mbaks. and it takes 2.. haha. i feel like a kebo.

yesterday was fuun. we watched BIS' chicago.. although late. because of naida's and my faults. so, sorry guys. but really i mean it was FANTASTIC. my favorite, favorite character was velma. i'm speechless. and btw, my tongue's still burned because of the hot chocolate. oyeah, met seh in, and fortunately, yella was bumped by this hot hot guy. haha. and the director is one of my favorites too. he's the one who made samson et delila. a great opera, gosh. it was amazzzzing. i love his works. and met him too ytd, just didn't talk to him, even tho i want to.

eh redha, pulang kek. lama amat lu disana.

and one more, i need to watch more shows. theatre, to be precise. i had enuf of concerts -_- please some madrigal singing companies please make one.

haha yella's quote stuck in my head : "gosh, they can even afford to print their own paper glass with the school logo on it." haha it was hilarious.

someone missed call me this morn, and the number was 0878? wtf. was it axis? i'm not familiar with those stuff.

apparently my computer battery is finishing. wait, gtg plug the cable in. done.

theatre is currently my life goal. its just that i need to focus on IB. gosh, these things sucks big time.

i feel so different in theatre. and i learn so much in theatre. because behind all those acting. and those "lies" - because theatre means lie in spanish or some particular language - there are factors that build up the play which are the aspects of reality. and knowing that, you'll see that there are more reality applied in theatre than the acting itself. and it is my heroine.

ok, i gtg. ciao

Re: flash news

at least i dont feel like a nitwit by talking singlish. very unique make you go siao.. u only one say not good yarrh. at least still talking normal what. relax larh, talking siao makes you not healthy lorh. tomorrow not really talk this way, unlike ytd. but now i still in fever, talk sing less larh tmr.

no more arh, gt stop slacking, so sian. people ask why dont i get attach. no meaning larh me get attached, just more trouble. anyway need to go, got stomach-ache.

spice spice

this is what i look like now. what a monster.

my mom made me do it.

In the middle of an exercise break

I'm alone. Well not exacly alone, but my parents arent home. But anyways, i got plans today, i'll be leaving home at... later noon, i guess.. go hair treatment (haha singlish, baby) and get a pedicure if there's time. And meet people, and watch a show. But seriously i need a pedicure... bad. My heel is getting thicker, i need some treatment. So lazy to do it myself -_-' i forget about hair treatment lately, and my mom's getting angry about me "not taking care of my hair". Ive been taking care of it, mom -_- and yesterday, she threw some lulur rempah2 on me,which is kinda gross cus i look like a monster in the drying period, and she told me to do it again today. And plus, masker muka with the rempah2 as well. Gosh, what's up with beauty? So lulur, masker, pedicure, creambath, hair mask. I dont even know if i can survive. So yeah that's what i've been doing this week. Although i've been wanting a chocolate spa, she wouldn't allow me. Now the question is, what's up with rempah2 mom? Spice kills. Gosh, i sound like a nitwit. More like a brat, just not spoiled. Well, a little.

I felt that noodles are my ultimate pelarian. I dont know how u call it in english but yes, it is. Instant noodles... yeah yeah. Nonsense. I'm turning into an immense blockhead. Dont go near me.

Waaa what an interesting blog for the day.. not. Gosh this post is so not productive. What a waste. Ok, i'll open up a new paragraph.

Ok, so i'm gonna be honest here. I am a disney channel freak. A fan of high school musical, hannah montana, and the suite life of zack and cody... to name a few. It looks kinda childish, but they are the ones i can run to if i had a bad day. Back then, i used to be so in love. And i am still. Back then i need to watch the show everytime they're airing. Now, if i have time, i try. But here's the thing. Although they're primarily targeted towards kids in the young age, but sometimes in the case of comedy, we need an appropriate humor instead of dirty jokes. For me, i'd rather watch the suite life, than south park. Plus, they have fresh jokes too. In hannah montana, i mean, i am a dreamer. Yes, its is impossible to believe that there is such a life like so, but it has a sense of reality in it, that glue things together and create a sense for us to actually believe it is possible to happen. I'm not persuading you to watch, i mean that's your choice. But please understand people my age who still tuning in disney channel. Hahas.

I'm gonna slack for an hour or two later. Probably chat. But i'm bored of those stuff. I need new people, meanwhile i'm so over penpal-searches. Baaaad, bad experience with it. My friend just text me, she's ill so she couldnt meet up with me at noon. That's why i changed the plan to salon, so i can grant my mom's wish as well.

And my parents are home now.

I think i'll search for more music. Oh yeah, sari's on her way to melbourne. Another reason to slack. Cus i cant call her. And my fingers are so tired of texting. My mom is inevitable, gosh. Now she's asking for the lulur.

I'm posting pictures, so this blog wouldnt be dead boring.

That's how you do when you and your borthers own designer bags and apparels, play with it.

look at her tee "The rumors are true"?? do you think i'm an idiot, i have eyes to look at the baby bump. cus unfortunately that's the only rumor about you.

nice work on bringing up more crazy paparazzi attention. but she survived, that's good.

now time for living la vida lohan

the surgeon was dreaming about angelina jolie while working on her.

mommy lohan gone wild! in the courtroom.

what a skull. but she looks cute in the picture. did Lindsay gain?

what a family.

I'm beginning to be like perez hilton, haha. ciao

i'm not moving on

yes, i'm not moving on this holiday. i'm being not very productive. shieets. (ew soim amat si swearingnya)

but anyways, i had tough time last night, well a bit. but then i felt a certain relief regarding a friend :D speaking of friends, i wanna say this to my friends : i love you guys to death. haha ngga ada angin, ngga ada ujan, mau aja bilang itu.

soo now i'm using my net posting blog, not microsoft word's. since i'm lazy to be high tech this morning. well, i lied. its because the font's too big. hardly can read.

so've been checking "social medias" as what my brother says it is, unfortunately he's not that interested in such things. weird guy. all he does are sleeping studying driving and eat, sleeping studying driving and eat. get a life dude. but anyways, back to social medias. they can bring fame into somebody's life. i mean helloo... internet has been dominating the world lately. and i am one of the victims. unsigned talent found in virtue:

1 <3 gb

only the sweetest most talented guy i've ever seen. he writes words like no other. been adoring him for a year now. and never put his songs out of my head.

kmren i had a long talk with anya bout... primarily everything. haha i need a life, dude. so we had a convo bout not missing somebody. haha, ok so here it goes. from my p.o.v, it's true that you can hardly miss somebody if you know that they will be there for you. because i have a friend, although far, that i can text anytime i want and became so close to me, that i dont miss that person easily. it takes time to miss someone, am i ryt? hence, we tend not to bother that someone and felt a certain ngga enak because we want the best for them. on the other hand, a person that you know you will not keep in contact with, will easily be missed. if u agree, say TRUE on the tagboard please. haha i like this organization with the tagging and stuff, it keeps this blog alive. not that it's dead, it's just dead boring around here. haha.

i need to meet somebody today, please. just somebody. text me and i'll meet you in ohlala sek.9 bintaro. if u can make it, of course. i need A LIFE. i'm so boring you'll sleep by the end of this post.



unfortunately this is the end of the post. sweet dreams readers. jkjk. ciao.

Kelinici percobaan #2

Gosh i'm so addicted to these things. No, i was trying again cus the font's too big, gtg search for the normal one. And this method is not effective after all. It seems that i cant edit nor put pictures. Well at least not yet. I'm still searching thru the specs. But for real, it is productive, haha.

Kelinci percobaan

Hey guys, i'm trying on my new method of writing blogs, thru my own microsoft word.. how cool! See i'm so kampung when it comes to these things. So now i dont have to go to blogger.com or my dashboard to blog, i just have to open microsoft word, write my post and publish. Yay coolness.

???

hello dudes and dudettes.. haha that greetings remind me of something, somethign real funny.

but anyways, straight to my point. i have a question:

r u not being yourself when you're crazy about the opposite sex even for only 1 minute?

anya i'm sure u kno about this. but i'm still curious, what part of it is fake?

and i'm trying to find out, cus obviously i've experienced someone giving either a compliment or a harsh commentary bout me. but really, is it?


please help me by answering it in the tagboard, thank you.

GOSH I LOST IT

for some of my friends might know a charm bracelet that i have, a silver one with a heart. yes, it was given to me by my dad's friend's wife, who is sooooo nice to me and lives in vegas. and now, I LOST THE CHARM! OMG, i've been trying to take a good care of it! yesterday i wore the bracelet to ohlala, and when i got home, the charm was not there! but the chain still remain. aaaaaaaaaaaaaa! i love that charm! to be honest, i've been buying tonnes of charm bracelets because that charm made me so in love with this particular accessories. so yeah, broken-hearted.

crazzzehh.

so today was okay.. normal. not much to tell -_-

but there is. so i've been listening to COLDPLAY. been repeating all day long... i'm just crazy bout them! their new album is super!

GOTTA BUY IT! GOTTA BUY IT! GOTTA BUY IT! no question's asked.

love love love

ok so went out for a drink with my primary sch friends today, i guess nothing much has changed. we talked about hilarious, hilarious past. we had fun, and i'm beginning to love the ohlala cafe near golf. it's so nice. and today, this mba2 chat with us and offered this "dinner with afgan" tickets which cost hundreds of thous! gosh. how could he.


ok then, gtg.

little sorry

umm, i realize that i've been such a bitch to everyone, even tho, maybe, i wasn't but sometimes mu attitude annoys everyone.

soo i wanna make an apology for all of you especially my close friends, maybe i've annoyed you in any ways. and so i'm sorry. i'm not gonna mention names, because there's a lot, i'm afraid i'm gonna miss some. but i am truly sorry, i apologize for what i did. maybe u wonder why, just like andrew, nothing happened but this holiday gave me the chance to think that maybe my attitude is not always right, even to my friends. so with this post i want to spologize for every mistakes i made directly or indirectly.


sorry

bubba

:D:D:D:D:D:D

yes yes yes, i love you! ahaha.

man, am i dreaming or what? he became one of the nicest person i have ever known. can't believe there is such a figure like that. full package. although, i'm not hoping for more, i know him. having a relationship is not an important factor in my life, after all. but i'm just happy that i have another one special friend that could understand me.

and now i have a letter to write.

dear andrew,
i'm sorry i've been such a bitch. sometimes when i'm bete i dont wanna listen to you. and sorry for my lazy voices on the phone, plus blaming you for no reason or one. but i'm lucky to have a friend like you, drew. thanks for listening to me, and being my seat buddy in IT in which i'm bored at. and thanks for telling me what i did was wrong. really, really appreciate it. and now i miss you, come home! cims is incomplete without you, you know.

hope u read this. thx



gtg bye2.

scratch the soil, filza!

something happened today, which made me about to fall down in a cd store. So melas, and gondok. I guess, tough luck. i couldn't reveal the story here, cus everyone knows the internet is a free world. But it doesn't tacked with me for long, now it has given me back the wish i've wanted for quite a while.

oia, my mom bought me a book titled "Belajar Lebih Cerdas, Bukan lebih Keras" -_-'
should i cherish the moment? or burn it? lets burn the moment, but not the book. i appreciate the book, ma. thank you, i need it. but sooo lazy to read it.

today, my area had the electricity off thingy for more than two hours. thank god i had that portable little non-living angel from above. haha i love you my sweety.

i shall finish my last block of papaya. bye bye.

my days as an in-holiday high school student

it's pretty boring around here now, but yesterday, i went for Yella's birthday treat :D and was fun, we went to filicium, we got her a cake, which is not nice because it was last minute (i'm serious it doesn't taste good) and so we ate under filicium and take pictures and stuff (hey, don't call me narcissist, everybody wants to embrace a moment rite? peace .V.) and so we did. i watched kung fu panda along with other (incomplete) CIMS which is not lovely. andrew i miss ya alreaddeeeeeeh!

and so, for the past 7 hours i've been asleep, and now i'm awake. waiting for anya to sms me, and if she wouldn't, tough luck. i don't have any plans for today, probably i'll ask somebody to go to pim and have a drink with me. i would want somebody, but that's not possible, he's so out of my league. so much for love... but seriously, i need somebody. probably i'll sms sari later. she needs to spill the beans. haha, ok enuf talk abt secrets.

cheisiiiiieeeeehhh! filza misses u alreaddeeeeeehhh! gosh, we havent met for like decades. haha no, only weeks.

so i think anya is in need of some kind of attention. r u? hehe. we'll talk about it later k?

ariani! ayo cepat pulang! kangeeeeeen *smooches* *vommits* haha, kangen ar.

i love and will miss you guys............

in love?

love, such a silly game we play
like a summer's day in may
what is love? what is love?
i just want it to be love..

yes, matt white's true. love can kill boredom and boredom kills.

i will fill my world with love this summer! i have nothing to do, why not create peace?!

anyhow, love kids are one, i can babysit, which is totally not my thing. instead, i can tell them to massage me before i give them the candy, hehe.

make sense? no? ok, lets switch topic.

where are you?! i've been waiting yknow. and now time has given me the strength to be patient. so now i'm not crazy about hearing your chit-chat. but i still miss you, i cant lie.

anyways, i found myself very addicted to gums. gotta stop. help!




this is not a very good way to stop slacking. now, i hafta slack again -_- no choice.ciao

see?

see, i told u my dad will go crazy. becus he said in the states a grade of 7 is a C. so yeah, he went mad.

he said there's gonna be a cutoff from the first day of school and on. oh well, i guess my life will be more serious.



pray for me.

numbers

hey fellas

i saw my report card yesterday, and even until this moment, i still cannot catch my breath..

i fail the freakin pkn exam! ms. ratri gave me a big 4.0 on the report. ugh my dad will go crazy. but i pass with a good score (well, enough at least) a 7.75 if calculated with a normal GPA it will be 3.1/4

my mum hasn't shown the report yet. clock's ticking mum!


ohya, finally i got what i want, one point crossed on my wishlist! yess, thx daddy!

HOME SWEET HOME

I'M HOME! FINALLY, YESS!

after all the superior heat in the hot medan, finally i can smell the jakarta-vibe. but enuf about that, straight to the point.

i was reading anya's last post and read the line about obama. speaking of obama, on saturday nite, i was watching metro tv on the show Biography : Barack Obama. i watched only the second half of the show, but.. at the very end, or the closing, barack obama said: "I represent every race, as an africa(or kenya he said i forgot, smth abt africa deh) child, as an indonesia child, and as a chicago child" having him said that makes me really happy. from what i heard, when obama was here, he didn't blend with the environment at first, but then he did. even though he only spent four years, and having his mother re-married with a local guy (i mean, that's sad for a child), but he declared that indonesia is a part of his life by saying that. he is a born-leader.


ah, i lost one of my cds. gtg find it, ciao.

very very ... HOT. (literally)

hey folks, i'm currently spending my holidays by pulang kampung ke medan. i have to see my family and stuff here. and so far... 3 days felt like a month! there's no place like home.. i agree. even though i have a teeny tiny home without a pool or a wide backyard (haha yes, its true), i never knew how it feels to move out. cus i've been living in that house forever. but anyways, i spent my hours here reading dan brown. and fortunately (yes, i am) found my self-interest in books, which is mystery. it was sooo cool. brown is a genius. he can find out a very contradicting side of an object. saaay... a one dollar bill. since the book is pertaining to the Illuminati- ancient secret brotherhood which was "assumed" to be dead a long time ago-a one dollar bill contains the elements of illuminati. if u look at it closely, a pyramid with an eye is one of the symbols of illuminati. it mentions the phrase "New Singular Order" in which Singular means Non-religious. however, if you turn the other side of the bill, it says "In God We Trust". crazy rite?

but anyhow, dan brown still doesnt bore his readers through those historical facts or whatever, but he glue things together with the presence of pure science. i'm not gonna spill what's inside, but once you read it you will find it enormously impossible, but true. and how science and religon are actually very contradicting, but at the same time, walk together through the test of time.

back to medan. i know boredom kills me around here. but hey, brilliant men frequently says, look on the bright side! well yes, medan has a bright side : THA FOOOOOOD! oh-my-gravy no one tops the food world like medan does. last night i ate THE BEST RIASTED CORN I'VE EVER TASTED. it was sooooo niceeee. and i cannot wait for another food-tasting. HAHA thanks.


i'll post probably in the next 60 minutes. haha, ciao

beautiful!

this morning, i slept for 10 hours. wow, a record. last night we had a farewell dinner in a hotel around kuningan, and it was BEYOND fun. we laugh we gossip and obviously, flashes everywhere (meaning, picture taking) haha, girls. everybody was dressing up nicely INCLUDING mrs. boss, ferina who looked divine, your welcome. she wore a dress w/ high heels, and looked stunning. sari i were fashionably late with all the make up and stuff, i mean hello, i cant go to a party without wearing make up, it's a need. everybody was gorgeous.





oh, here are some pictures.

CIMS GIRLS w/out michi

andrew & nab

look at boss! she looks gorgeous

cousins, with their mournful actions haha candaa.

me nab and sari

more pictures. i shall put it on my photobucket or facebook album later. enjoy!

if i did...

sorry guys, if i am or was wasting your time, or even will waste your time by writing 2 posts a day. it's just that i wanna type as much as i can while i'm still capable of doing it. wow, it sounds so emotional, and yet i didnt mean to make it sounds emotional.

i can hear my mom forcing me to go hair treatment now, she wants to go into a boutique near the salon. yes, mom. i'm changing now (not).

i'm sooo lazy, sorry guys (literally) but i really have to share this. i'm in my period and the monthly period affects my metabolism. which makes my body so lemes. like a noodle.

ugh, my mom's calling again. gtg make her happy. byee

ganjal

ada sesuatu yang terus terisolasi di pikiran saya yang sedang senang, dan tentu saja membuat perasaan saya membuat celah pikiran buruk terhadap sesuatu. intinya, saya nggak bisa tenang.

tadi malam ada kejadian, saya memang sedang ada perasaan dengan seseorang, not exactly as a crush, but more as a crazy feelings for a friend. lambat laun, saya sudah bisa kontrol terhadap fakta yang berbicara bahwa saya belum bisa bicara dengan dia untuk beberapa saat. namun tadi malam, dalam sudut pandang saya, dia memang sibuk, tapi yang membuat saya skeptis, adalah fakta bahwa dia juga ragu-ragu bicara. saya santai, tapi pada akhir pembicaraan, ia pamit, dengan cara berbeda. ia ingin pamit karena terlalu capek, tapi minta approval dari saya dulu.

jadinya, saya ngga enak. apa selama ini saya yang jadi obstacle di kehidupan dia? teman sayapun ambil alih bicara pada saya, katanya, mungkin dia tau saya kepengen ngobrol sama dia. namun mendengar hal itu, perasaan saya jadi beralih malu.



and now i have no idea what to do. thank you.

recap

my 12th birthday party with some classmates. past.

batch of grade 10 07-08. present.

what a quick transition life made.


i cannot believe it has been 5 years since i ate my 12th birthday cake along with my childhood friends.


i will not forget the memories of my second picture, as much as i have not forget a single memory of the first one.





love, filza.

stuck 3x

i have a song, stuck in my head for days! i just couldn't get rid of this.

Even though i'm no spiderman, or superman
i'll be the one who guards you
night and day and trust me
i dont need no spiderweb, or laser eyes
cause you're giving me the strength to say
share you life, and be my wife.

well in my case, husband. haha, just kidding. it's so beautiful, even more with the melody. ugh, it hits me deep.

heyy ya'll, today's the first day of holidaaaaaays! i just had my recognition day yesterday, and so far, i have not receive any pictures, but maybe yes later. btw, i won 3 amazing awards. although it weren't math or science, or business, or anything that would make my parents even prouder, but they are proud of those i've gotten . and those are the things i was focusing on. well at least 2 of them, because in my perspective, for service, it is about the calling. and i feel that doing community service is my calling which happens to have nominations but in any case, i would still do it for the sake of life. not sports(which i suck at), not innovations, nor arts. helping people. but i was happy that i got drama studies awards, which has been my dream ever since i casted at my first theatrical production. as for english, it was my goal. well, it was not literature, but not that i care, haha. sorry folks.

yea, and it was sad, i have to be honest. but the point is, there's more to school than just books and teachers, sometimes there are other people too. and even though they dont have anything, they're still good teachers for giving me the lessons of life.

last but not least i wanna congratulate mr.peter for giving such an inspiring & creative speech.




are you smarter than a 10th grader?

yes, filza. you and exams are sooo over. YES!

FIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINAAAAAAAALLLYYYYYYY!

I LOVE THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS, IT MAKES ME FEEL INDEPENDENT.

haha, and yes, there are some surprises when i got home. and made me much much much happier!

my left parts of the body are certainly.. in pain. haha, pegel.

tomorrow is a brand new day, and i'm going to the ocncert tomorrow night. sooo, gtg enjoy the enchanting equanimity of relaxation, awesome.


alr, see u then, goodbye. and happy holidays!

masih jam 7.15

now i'm patiently waiting for anyone i talk to to be online. please! anyone, i believe that gb's not gonna be online in the morning (sabar ya anya), that bird is not coming around (well he might, its just that i'm not that excited), i'm sure anya's still asleep, sarie doesn't like being on in the morning, ivana's learning math, zack is on vacation, si kingkong nih lagi siap-siap, he may or may not, so just wait, who else? umm, sutan's not on facebook, he hasn't been online for a while. and now i can see how often come online, haha. it's just that i'm soooo bored! and tomorrow i have math, which creates more trouble because i have to frikkin study.

my do-list for the day :
-buy drama things
-study math, seriously!
-thinking about people

yea the last one, because last night something happened that made sarrie and i were like "yea.. yea.. say what you wanna say" well, sarrie was not that tired, i do. it was very tiring listening to this person last night. agak kesel sih, because things are going rude, although it was meant to be funny. but i cant say what exactly happened.