this is like the cutest thing ever. i'm reading a kadohata novel, and found this. A girl was talking to her little brother who was carrying a stick

"Did you hit anyone?"

"No, because nobody hit you"


awwness

i'm so sick of my blog sometimes

you're a golden ocean on a shore of bright white sand





in a complicated world you bring simplicity









i'll wait till forever is through..

i miss you :'( whichever you are. haha.

a very very good friend of mine is an ocean away. one, idk where.

it's holiday, and i hate it. i just wanna get it overwith and come back to school


i went to sayap ibu yesterday, and frankly saying, i love my trip. i fell in love with the kids.

nandra's asleep, she was staying over.






i hate that i love your favorite song >.<

rooster rocks my day. these lyrics are sooo deep. been having the cd for a few years now, just noticed how beautiful it was written.


Does it help if i say
That im really truly sorry
And that I never meant for it to end- this way
Theres a place in your heart
Where you know you'll always find me
and I'll be with you wherever you are
Near or far

Oh so if you believe
Say a prayer for me
I wont be here tomorrow
Somewhere I gotta be
Things you want to say
Save them for another day
Cos i can hear the angels calling
Angels calling for me



that is super saaaaaad T.T

KEMBANG NESTAPA


mawar mekar semekar-mekarnya
juga duri yang menghiasi tangkai memanjang
menggores, berzina dengan darah manusia
lalu bercampur dengan kelopak yang selaras
dan kami pun berdansa.

namun saat ini.

melati kian lama kian hilang
kelopak kecilnya sudah tua dan mencoklat
lebah tak inginkan lagi
kupu pun mati beku di dinding rumah ini.




filza, dan sendok kue kecil.

this is what keeps filza and anya's tie (whatever ties we have now) alive:

filza: ... not that i care..
anya: (hugs me) you do care..

filza: he's a person too..
anya: a jerk
filza: that would make you a jerk too know why
filza: cus u're acting like one

anya: wrong convo, genius

filza: what you did is wrong too
anya: i know
anya: umm...i'm not gonna apologize?
filza: r u shameless?
anya: no i dont think what i did is wrong
filza: but you just said i know.

anya: LOLOLOLOL
filza: HAHAHHAHAHA

(i meant laughter -.-)

filza: SUMPAH DOTA ABIS MUKANYA

anya: aah get me a crush
anya: i wanna live crushless, pls

(huh?)

anya: OMG BEBI ITU HOMO ABIS HELP HELP
filza: HOMO BANGET KAN GILA BEBI HELP HELP

anya: CAN GO DIE LARH

anya: dia tuh metrosex xcore

anya: METROSEX HXC

anya: METROSEX TO THE FREAKING CORE.

haha we like to talk about metrosex people. they're... interesting.... (sarcastically)

anya: that ugly fuckshitcock

filza: you did? what you fuckheadcrazybitchass-punk who didnt invite me
anya: omg u can swear

anya: okay
anya: okay
anya: okay
anya: FUCK MAN
filza: ANYA PLS DONT SWEAR
anya: ok sorry




our days were pweeteeeh. I LOVE YOU ANYA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BABY SEKARSARI :)

you're 16 now!

you look awesome last night
glad that you were super shocked and happy at the surprise :)
we're super happy that you looove our present.

walaupun mesti ngalah sama almer buat ngucapin ulang tahun -__-
12.02 (yaudah, ngalah semenit)

happy birthday sayang :)

TERM TESTS ARE OVAAAAHH!

although i'm still concerned.

1. the grades
2. the grades
3. the grades
4. the semester exaaaaaaaaaam!


frikkin shithead if this is term, what's for semester?

from there on i can conclude that
(i just read naida's blog haha)


I WANT MY GRADE 10 BACK!

I suck, nearly in everything i do.

i am so down right now, hopeless. business is just driving me crazy.


i regret not spending my free time to study. and i also regret not taking economy in the first place.

redha, if u read this please dont tell mom and dad. and pray for me please.


i can't do this. i dont have the urge to learn. but i learn from my mistakes. please forgive me pa, just this once. promise i'll fix it.

i dont like this subject at all, i just hope that binus can afford some subjects like history or geography.






i wanna cry >.<

ok, i take back my words. sara b is pretty good. easy listening especially when youre in the car waiting to buy josh groban's huhuu.

i like the songs i hated. and now i regret hating it. haha

i just realize.



i need josh groban's new cd to be inside my car. need. need. need.

it's been long since i replay so she dances all the time and just now it came out on the radio. and i felt a sense of satisfaction in the middle of my stress-insanity (does that even exist?lol).

i need this.

so she dances. always been my favorite.

i'm in loooooove with a song. i replay every 5 minutes. since i know i'm not gonna be able to listen any day next week. it's on youtube :( not available on limewire.

anyways, sariiii! aj rafael punya blog loh, ternyata dia temenan sama my fav myspace musician haha senang deh.

2nd anyways, TERM TEST. shoot man, business is leyzeh. bio needs a deeper dig. English is ... hard. Math is... practice. ITGS is ... okay. just a waste of time. Bahasa is... scary >.< TOK : A WASTE. i just hate it.

i spent 2 hours stalking someone, along with anya. its completely shocking. i cant stop putting a sad emoticon on msn.

i need CAS hours. i'll beg mr.linus to extend the ACP time. hehe.

i'm still sad :( 2 days of sorrow. man, i cant blv i feel so mad if i see that face.


i cant get over it, ces.

thanks zack, for everything... really.



i miss you. and i dont want you to be sorry, it's all my fault i was so stupid. i'm feeling too emotional now, but at least i can handle it.

127 hours 57 minutes till ...







trembles, shakes, and furrowed brows.