omg i have to buy tayswift's fearless album. it's a M-U-S-T-H-A-V-E. cus i finally found an album that is solely personal. i know it's about love, love, love, it is typical. but the words are differently recited by the artist, and it is good. i like songs that has a story behind it, and this album clearly stated each and every story behind the song. in which i can connect well.

wooohooooo!

i love the idea that when i was on the flight home from bali, it was sunset!! it's soooo pretty. i'm 'flying' so technically i'm watching the sunset BEFORE the people on the beach see it finishing thru the horizon. haha i feel prooouuuud.

this is the digicam image, i'll show you the SLR image later (my battery's finished).

ANYA'S BACK. yay yay yayerz.

I WANNA GO BOWLING. oh, reminds me. i'll just go to the movies nearby then -_-

i'm back! from medan. my bro's home so we had to visit our beloved grandmum. anyway, this was THE FIRST TIME that i was actually ENJOYING my medan holiday. 1. because it was short (3 days! haha) 2. because we went to the beach! although bali is nicer... but at least i could escape from the city. the 'mirror beach' haha nah, pantai cermin is like 1.5 hrs away from medan and the wind is nice.. i get to see some farms and what not. they have fishermen too! well nto exactly, they search for shrimps. my driver bought shrimps and... baby stingray. the man said it was stuck in the shrimp net hahahahah. its funny tho

vacayy is not over! more adventures to come fellaz.

i am currently listening to baby, it's cold outside. a very romantic jazz song, i love it too much.


Ahh, but it's coooold outside~

ok, i'm feeling like posting since the past few days.

i've been following what anya said... from now on i will turn off my computer when i'm away :( well truth be told i was just leaving some buffering for tv shows. didn't mean to "leave a message" people who dingdong-ed me on msn. so forgive me, my fere :(

anyway, i just learned something. did you realize that gossip girl has a lot of literary devices? that's so cool. anyway, ugly betty is such GUILTY PLEASURE (this is the real thang). i could die if UB's not on tv. i've been a fan, never MISSED an episode of the telenovela, and so as the american tv show. i have been taking a close look at betty's outfits. piece by piece they're DOWNRIGHT EXPENSIVE (designer all the way, sister). it's just that the wardrobe department crashed the colors and patterns therefore turns out that it has always been a fashion catastrophe. as i watched the behind the scenes, it is like designer clothes head to toe. whereas the fashion editor (in this case, Wilhelmina) is wearing a $140 suit from H&M and she looks like a million dollars.

anyway i dotn wanna look like a fashion-obsession victim. (there a huge diff between a fashion victim and a fashion-obsession victim. for all i know i can be obsessive at times) and now i'm being a total brat please dont mind.

sitcoms are loooooooove as well. i just cant get over it. sitcoms are my type :) haha.

i just went accessories shopping with mumz. bought A LOT. what can i say, it's too great it outshines me most of the time hahahahha (a non-living thing just beat filza.. in life)

oh speaking of life.... this is a new quote i found. "can you pretend like you have a life for just one minute?" hahahhahahah. i love finding quotes about a lifeless being. like me. uh shit, do i even have a life to say that?

anyway, it's 10 and... i wanna watch tv. see you soon.

i'm listening to player's player again. it's just too deep gaaazsh

monday = doomsday! dont wanna talk abt it :(

i'm in need of food. altho i'm kinda on a diet, well nto that strict, not that strict. but i was notified by nature that i must have gained weight. i'm not trying to be anorexic or anything, but the goal is just to try healthy living. and so far, it didnt quite work out for me. i did try tho, ate red rice... GREEN VEGGIES... and reduce my dinner-portion. that is all very cliche in my life due to the fact that i have HUGE appetite. hahahhaha lets keep trying people. live healthily!

ok... i used to say i dislike tights... now i take back my words. i love it. leggings are so comfy... warm... i hereby announce that my leggings are now a part of my pajamas =) awesome stuff. i love it like i love john mayer hahahhaha wow huge difference.

seeya later.

it was the music

it was a message

it was a time

along that genuine line of hope

i stuttered

for i was seeing you

who blocked my way to ecstacy

and led me to another direction

i was given everything but the one i longed for

: my way to that day

there was zero

knowing you’ve given me everything but that,

now i feel like i’m a whole again

of a complete wasteland

as you know

it was shit

it was dirt

it was lust

i know this is a total crap, i was just tryna kill time. sorry