my dad is... confusing. sometimes i just wanna runaway. but oh well, that's life. its difficult.

happy chinese new year, people ;D

i was aiming to study my butt off this long weekend, but i just couldnt.

somehow i am so not ready to meet ... >.< 2 months wouldnt prepare me for that horrendous moment. and i'm doing this cus maybeee... just maybe, it wouldnt happen if i go all crazy haha.

just read my schedule for the slc trip. another photonics lab experiment... noooooo. i suck at making holograms. i'll see if they can excuse me from the session, i'm sure they wouldn't mind.

i have to get off from computer, like seriously.

and now i'm about to. see you at school people.

oh just fyi, tomorrow's the chinese costume freedress thing, so lets make sure you got it all in the head. ciao

can i have my angpao now?

it's almost 2 a.m. but i'm not even ready for bed. in fact, the bed's not ready, still buried underneath a pile of.. stuff. anyway, i wanna go to sleep.

was it that hard to just simply trust you?
or was i banned for having faith in you?
will i be sinned by doing a deed?
or just simply burned by the flame of your words?
was i too honest it pushed you hard and made you hide?
or perhaps all those to retain my consent?
was this harmful?
or was it just me?

WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM, MSN ?!

omaiz my msn's being a total nun. anyway, i'm stuck with blog. and facebook, but got too much of it so. wont let myself to get so full of it. i'm curious WHAT IS THE HIGHLY IMPORTANT FACEBOOK POLICY?! this is like... weird. cus peter's referring to grade 11s, and yet the whole student body has a facebook page.

FACEBOOK IS IMMORTAL. well, for now. anyway i'm not making any sense.

oh i was checkin out mike elgar's facebook page, and reminds me how anya used to adore the song '214' and the next thing i know i was opening the lyrics to the song. it says..

The world could die
And everything may lie
Still you shoudn't cry
'Cause time may pass
And everything won't last
But I'll be by your side

i know these kinds of love songs are pretty cliche but it has a sense of 'finally i can catch my breath' feeling when you take a glance at the words. it would perfectly fit a valentine's day or maybe.. just a simple 21st of april :p if you know what i'm talking about, my friend.

anyway, i shall go to bed. school tomorrow and... dont wanna be late for my second monday.

i was planning to study the whole day, but i guess its not possible. instead, i'm bangin my head and wavin my long curly hair woohoooooooo rocknroll baby!

if you see those pictures below. been wonderin WHY, that's what we do in bahasa class, presentation sessions, severe boredom, dont ask. hahahha anyway

the first week of school, hmm, what can i say. pretty normal. still fuckloads of homeworks, that's unavoidable. slc things, pretty normal. but busy stuff happenin, i just cant wait to get into debate class next week, so i can torture you all, losers. 'cept eugenia, she hardly is vulnerable hahahha

maybe i'll move my english to B next year, i dont know. i just want the grades, like REALLY BAD. to get into university (hopefully), the faculties wouldnt bother checkin out my media studies notes or my lord of the flies booklet. what they want: GOOD GRADES. but i like lit, so i'll keep hangin until the last chance of moving is announced.

I HAVE TONNES OF WORK THIS WEEKEND. NOT EXACTLY THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY JUNIOR YEAR.

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first of all i would like to say,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RAY!

may God bless you

second,
HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY, CIMS!

may our friendship lasts as we grow along, i love you guys.


i have to do my homeworks before i'll be gone for the night. can't wait, peace.

In You, I Breathe

In a lost city i found hope

In a deserted land i feel snow

In a small space i see a great amount of love

In a tangled thread i was free

In this big world i whisper

In sickness and in health

Till death do us part



P.S: I love you

aaaaaaargh i'm awake. thx for the crazy nights when i sleep really late -_- and now so quick.

i'm feeling sick again. grrr i want midori. idk why i'm just in looove with midori now. its so gooood and i can go for a massage straight away if i want haha

i want a car! not my mom's not anyone's MINE. well it's not compulsory for you to buy me one, mom. idk i just feel like it. besides, i dont wanna be some spoiled gift from God : )

okay.. now where do i go for breakfast? hmm.. i was thinking.. midori. hahahahhahahahahahha (bilang aja pengen bgt)

did i sleep real quick last night? how come i woke up early, then? maybe cus of bad dreams. but wait, i didnt have any nightmares tonight. creepy little nature!

OMG CHEETAH GIRLS 2 IS THE BOMB. CG3 IS CRAP. argh cg2 is directed by KENNY ORTEGA. no wonder -_- aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh cg3 sucks.

oh boy. i just did some thinking.

i post so much if i miss someone. it triggers me to write. now i know, gosh.

and maybe now you can figure out why i post so much at times.

TAYLOR SWIFT IS THE BEST! GAH. HELP ME. CANT GET OVER HER ALBUM.

keren!

leon jackson's is awesome too! hot as well :D





k then, bye bye.

to keep on dancing wherever we go next..


That's my new year resolution... i guess? well not quite a resolution just a simple phrase to begin with this new year. Dancing doesn't mean having fun. It means doing it the right way, on the right beat, within control. Btw, its from high school musical 3. dont ask.

i wanna study. but i'm lazy. help me. get me a therapy.

HAPPY 17 CHEISY ZEFANYA :)

may all good things be with you, <3>i remember we used to joke around when we were 15 and imagine what our sweet 17s would be like. i said i would invite bondoc to sing with and for me. you said you would bring over our friend from far faaaar away land to share the moments with. but time pass by, and as we go older, we forget about granting such things to feel satisfied, but we never forget the highlights of every movements that we made in our lives.




sorry it's too melancholic. i'm not asleep yet, so... yeah. ily, flzy.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009! hope this year all great things would come :)) including great grades ahahhaha

anyway, i'm doing my usual new year. sitting at home (or sleeping) i didnt do sleep cus there's a harry potter movie i was ought to watch. and so i did a virtual new year with my friends and a telephonic (?) new year with anya. she was like SCREAMING intensely like she was falling down a well or smth (she was at the mall, it's so loud). haha, well at least that could make me understand what she was saying the whole time. anyway, the convo with cims was great. reuben was ruining it tho. shut up the first, then created a one-man show later on. haha, he couldnt stop talking.

okay. ugh theres a HUGE zit on my nose i hate it, i wanna kill myself :(