it's almost 2 a.m. but i'm not even ready for bed. in fact, the bed's not ready, still buried underneath a pile of.. stuff. anyway, i wanna go to sleep.

was it that hard to just simply trust you?
or was i banned for having faith in you?
will i be sinned by doing a deed?
or just simply burned by the flame of your words?
was i too honest it pushed you hard and made you hide?
or perhaps all those to retain my consent?
was this harmful?
or was it just me?