was it my mistake?

this is what happens on valentine's day

ok so i've been finding ... love this holiday (obviously not over the internet). and it didnt turn out so good. i guess, i have to focus on something else. however, i think i know the reason why. bcs honestly in school days i would not be "finding" one if i was not caught in inadvertence. and (probably) the reason is because lack of activities i did during the holidays, and that makes it hard not to.

but it made me here to think, maybe, i didn't even notice this but i'm doing this like a game. which i dont want to be involved in. some of you may know that when you're doing nothing, you tend to do something based on your wants. if it involves other people, sometimes you're playing a game that you're interested in. let's say finding friends on the internet. you're indirectly offering a choice to the friend you just met, either befriend or just leave. and for them to befriend with you, you have to attract them and set a method, what's not to talk about whats to talk about. although, this "game" is somewhat for good. and i am in the game, which i'm interested in, but proclaimed rejecting.

so yeah, i cant wait for the organization meeting. that's 2 days before school starts. it'll be fun, i guess. at least i can avoid the points above.

ok, i just found this on wiki :
Love represents a range of human emotions and experiences related to the senses of affection and sexual attraction.

ok, i'm not trying to be melancholy here, but what i'm trying to say is : i am amazed how wikipedia, an information search engine in which mr.bart refuse to call it a reference of a case study, can cite such phrase like said. that is beautiful.

but it is funny when someone ask you
"what is love?" "according to wikipedia, love represents a range of human emotions and experiences related to the sense of affection and sexual attraction...."

haha, i'm gonna do that next time :D