WL tonight
EE tonight -300 words body please
ENGLISH PRES.
MUG BIO
MUG MATHS

it's deadlier than how it looks.

i cant do it all. i get it.

this page is real empty. it needs some colors.

E-V-O-L
is in the room. lulz

ok lets not be emo. im reading bnw, for the presentation on tuesday. this monday i actually have to attend 2 events, one with my parents and one with friends. but i cant do both considering that i have an oral the next day. sucks.

ytd was pain. i went home at 10, then found out THE PACKAGE IS HERE! oh i love my bro for this, but dad said it looks *******. lol. but its ok, killer heels are like limited edition sneakers except for the fact that they're.... tall. anyway, i'm just glad its here. merci!

my itgs report is a last-minute crap. tmr gonna revise it, if no chance, then lets just die in peace. haha i could care less now, but i'm putting my whole effort on it.

2 WEEKS TILL TERM TEST. i should start studying, i suppose. not gonna fail bio again. this time, the test will be 40 tricky mcq questions. im skrewt.

i miss my slc!

im supposedly on school this morning, i have lotsa works.

went out with some friends ytd, had fun. although i dont find karaoke so amazingly fun. maybe the choice of songs they have is very limited. so yeah.

anyway, hanson is the bomb of my itunes this week. i like to recap all those nights i spent listening to their CASSETTE. hahahaha music in indonesia, old times.

why is my package not here yet?? come on. i need it. my bro is like a stupid demotivator. "fie, paketnya udh dikirim. kayaknya ya (feeling gua aja) sepatu lo diambil sama kurirnya" FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK. so demotivated. bet ytd they called to ask my house's full address. i hope it'll be here before i go mad.

i spent like 500k for photo printing. 500 K!!!! MYGODD. so damn expensive one. can die. id rather buy those shoes in adidas rather than that. but oh well my mom pays half, i paid half. NOW IM BROKE. dang

looking forward to another dinner with friends, next weekend :) i hope mom will release me. ciao

dont you dare beat the crap out of them, they're mine.

i've never been this dissapointed at myself for such a long time. i wouldnt call it sad, just, dissapointing. i wanted to say it to somebody, but i didn't own any guts last night. i'm okay now but it's running through my mind.

i cant wait for tonite's dinner. hope it'll be super fun. SAT comes first though.
i'm trying to download hanson's old album, underneath. i cantbelieve zac hanson has a son now! wow, last time i check he was so young.

i'm dying to get a polaroid, i cant wait >.<

answer me:

how can educated people act so uneducated?

heartless brainiac who thinks the world is simply his own.

today's a tough day, but it's okay. at least i have a heart.

the joker is in the building... and is out.

i blog just to trigger my technological sense, so i can do itgs. out of 500 i was planning to do today, so far i've done: 91. great. that's including the words "presentation of the issue" which means i only have 87 words thus far. great.

i'll be staying up probably until 3.30 so i'll have meal straight away, then fast. then sleep in the car, which is totally embarrassing if u have any of your friends around watching you sleep. social disaster. phone have cameras people.

anyway, met garren ytd, well 2 days ago in 4 minutes. i michu gar

today i was so loud in bio kiki was my background vocal. the thing is, i was singing the songs as how a musical would go, and kiki had the background singing in opera. aaah what a day :)

i have world literature assignment due next week. which means, i'm screwed. screwed to the floor. and die. today was supposedly my wl get-it-done period, just that yong khen and i got into this heart-to-heart talk and we didnt even bother to write a single word lol. instead, we took pictures -.-

his glasses are extremely awesomeee :D

goodbye everyone.

just argued with mom because of food. how immature.

i hate house food nowadays, it's so boring.

i hate it when no one asked me about what i wanna eat during breaks.

i hate boring food.

i hate having the same menu at home for 3 times in a week.

i hate it when no one notice them.

i hate it when everyone's taking it easy.



i'm not hungry anymore. and i dont think our house food is so special after all.

i'm dying because of school. dont ask.

my extended essay needs extension for submission date.

anyway, hello. howre you doin? cus i'm doing okay. in fact, i just found the 300 thou that ive lost for so long hahaha. nice :) today during our family jog (-.-) my dad lectured about history again. habibie one of our former leaders suggested an expansion of indonesian scholars in the states, so they could go back and lead the country in a more rational manner. so thousands of potentials were being sent to the states, and as they came back habibie said there is a need of payback by giving them a higher seat in the governmental level of heirarchy. which was pretty sensical knowing that they were liberally trained for such jobs. (and i'm not saying this in a non-religious way, but realistically) so he put them into such seats expecting (and this one's reliable) that they would create better change because he knew that in that part of the world, they would learn about diversity and how does politics & science work in a more developed country so they could create a more stable manner for politics & developments, then you can move on to the welfare of our people. for them it was like, you cant be religiously correct unless you're smart at that particular field. because in order to make it happen, you only need one base of resources: smart people.

as the project went on, government employees disagree in the placement of heirarchical seats. for they (those scholars) were seated above the local graduates in an instant. so critics through media was overwhelming, despite the brilliant objective habibie and the project was stopped as the country's expenses keep on rising.

thus, those people ended up working for boeing and other humungous, genius-requiring, companies that demands a lot of research in it. if they were here within the government, at least the poor will suffer less.

so now, it was brought up again. within the speech of some minister, i believe. for the record, it was running 30 years ago. but i guess somebody spilled the coffee on the winning spot.



ok.. long.

my dad also lectured about singapore. how it was so different in the 70s. no tall buildings, very limited resources, no good transports, no nothing. it was a really quick development. my dad's friend used to sleep beside a pork farm, because even the country was really poor, let alone the people.

really, i'm amazed by how they grew so quickly.




ok so. tag people! its so lame.

hello.

supposedly doing my portfolio, but i want to slack in the aftermath of the horrideous math internal assessment. this morning i could hardly open my eyes. sleepy. tired. nice.
and after numbers scared the hell out of me, it was an unsual business and man topic: CASH FLOW. then again, i deal with numbers. GREAT. but she gave us 30 minutes free time. how generous :D

anyway, then i submitted my portfolio and explained why my graph isn't clear. because my ink is finishing. so he said, "please reprint it, filza." i'm like.... umm..... alright. cus considering my "okay" is different, i would rather say alright to these circumstances lol. my "okay" would be "okay i will do it" but when im this sleepy, "alright, fine" slipped.

so i was doing another graph which was totally NOT CHEATING. right?!

umm the aerobics today was SOCIAL SUICIDE. people werent following moi. it was killing me. i told ms donna "if euthanasia is allowed in this school, i would be the one mercily killed" but okay, i good. everybody loves me (?) haha jk.

i wrote "LIMY :(" on my hand. it stands for "look, i miss you" which is less personal. cus personal = intimacy. idk i just thought so.

im doing my business ia on italian restaurants, its nice i guess. their place have style :D




alright (you know what i mean) i should stop now. 10 minutes until TOK class. last minutes to be productive in itgs. cant wait for long weekend (4 days ;)) ciao.

CAS CAMP WAS SUPER FUNNNNNNN ! screw yew ppl who didnt make it.

it was supa beyond what i expected. i was tired for 2 weeks. and now time for the real deal: academics.

i dont wanna talk much about other things such as essays. but im currently on MATH IA. yes, mathematics internal assessment standard level. dies.

i can guess that the scalar for quartic function would have 57 (or more) significant figures. each. yayzorz. go math woohoo.

as i said in my fb status. im filing for divorce to mathematics. filed.
i used to love math, the only motivation of me doing this and actually trying not to cheat is because i love math and i expect a 7 on the sheet erdolfo gave us. GREAT. now im real dead.

i tweet a lot = stressed.

then i have EE. i have WL. the worst: TOK presentation. nice IB, very nice.

im working my ass off for bahasa starting... now. and bio too, which reminds me, the book is... DOWNSTAIRS. dad will kill my ass.

ppl, please reserve your time with your cas advisors for semester 3 consultation. YOUR EVIDENCE PEOPLE. thank you. please come to your student assisstants before you meet your advisors, they might not have time to deal about timings with you. so just leave it to us, we wont let you down. thanks.

i just wanna post today. it was supposedly a half-day school today, since we were dismissed right at 12 noon, but CAS CAMP awaited. and apparently i dont feel like leaving works undone. my mom helped us, which was weird, she was probably the pioneer of the "CAS MUMS".

ANYWAY.

i'm pretty pissed, but i wont talk about it here, cus i think its so unimportant. because the people also thought it was unimportant, so i guess i wont give a fuck. but today was weird cus i slept at 10.30 last night but i was so sleepy the whole day. except business class, fortunately she didnt give any lectures today, otherwise i would faint.

this was a life-changing dream: i wanna be a motivational speaker.

probably one of the best lessons i get taking B&M as my group 3 subject. Maslow's heirarchy of needs. i really like it you know why, it has that prospect of a new understanding deeper than that shallow knowledge of mine.

crazy i believe so

i really think that it would give an impact to some people's lives. and i guess i'll do anything with the basis of my principle.


too tired. gtg bath. shall do the timeline for tomorrow's "lecture" haha no, breifing.

my life in the past few weeks:

school! :D
being a senior: greatt! senior's locker area: sad, real sad.



WALK-A-THON OH NINE :D
the very first time we actually failed in the fundraising business. lol

ma beet's toast :D
happy 17 my dear



trying out that fisheye of julian's.
love love love love. its real cuteee

watched hp6, then i miss this :(
when they were young and the movie was still good to watch

the school just announced:
they'll start giving us 4-5 IAs per week.





die